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My ex is still harassing, my back is out, and I have bills I can't pay. Today isn't so great.
semiretiredpunk:
You can shoot your ex and use his money to pay your bills. Make sure you get someone else to carry the body. smile
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I'm back! Some amazing person (not sure who) got me a 3 month gift subscription! I'm soooo glad to be back! So much has happened since I've been on here and I will update you guys more later. I will be uploading lots of new pics and such later on tonight as well. God, I've missed this site!
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decembermarie:
Thanks, guys! biggrin
andow:
welcome back, suprised i have a friend on here from jax haha
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Well today was lovely. I just got a call from my drs office saying my last pap was yet again abnormal..even after they've gone in removed the pre-canerous cells from my cervix. They want me to come in again for more tests to see if it's something major or not. I just don't have the money to see the dr again so I guess I'm...
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aesirr:
Fingers and toes crossed.

But you have a fucked up medical system over there.
semiretiredpunk:
Good luck. smile
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i went to get dressed last night and put on my favorite jeans...the ones that have always fit me best and they would barely button. this depressed me so much. im not happy being my size but i was just happy i'd maintained the same size for the past couple years and now ive officially gained weight. i was okay (not happy, but okay) with...
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koriana:
If you can't buy healthier things then just watch your calories. Limit yourself to about 1500-1800 a day. You won't be starving yourself but you won't be over eating either. This site has calculators for the calories you should be eating to lose and maintain your weight based on your body type and activity level. It also has a calculator showing you how many calories you burn doing certain tasks (including brushing your teeth and watching tv). I hope this is helpful to you.
Love yourself. That's all that matters!
decembermarie:
Thanks, I'll check that out. Thing is when you're eating the types of food I can afford, you can eat up 1800 calories in such a lil amount of food that it does feel like starving yourself. That's why I'm trying to get healthier food to snack on.
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hey guys. sorry ive been away for awhile. things haven't been going so well. and yeah i know thats all i ever have to say. i really dont wanna be so whiney but i just cant really say theres too much positive going on in my life. brian broke up with me. my bank fucked me out of what lil money i had and i've...
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joshof13thfloor:
Sincerely sorry to hear of all your many woes.

Hang in there and take care, this to shall pass, as they say.
koriana:
Don't worry. The internet was invented for whining. biggrin
Seriously though, hope things improve.
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Hello everyone. I'm baack lol. I'm out of the hospital but I dunno whether thats a bad or good thing. I've been getting sick so often and my stomach problems had been getting worse. I literally can't keep anything in my stomach but liquids. I was doing better when kept on ivs and medication but once they try to bill your insurance and figure out...
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joshof13thfloor:
Happy Valentines day. wink
joshof13thfloor:
Just dropping by to say hi, beautiful. kiss
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hey again thanks for all of you who responded to the last blog about jenns health problems i dunno if you guys know but shes also very much in debt with medical bills since she has no health ins so i figured id mention that if anyone wanted to help out for her birthday, christmas, or just to help pm me and ill give you...
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aesirr:
If I had any spare cash I would love to help out but Im spent up at the moment. Hope she is ok.
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hello i'm a friend of jenn's checking up on her account she's in the hospital and doesn't know when she'll be out shes been sick for months off and on and she's having problems with her liver function again. i'll be on here occasionally to check her messages so let me know of theres anything you'd like me to pass on
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aesirr:
Damn hope shes ok.
decembermarie:
yeah its right before her birthday and christmas to shes got it tough this year
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Life sucks. I'm sick as hell with pneumonia, pretty much lost a job interview I went to friday because i don't have the experience they want and now I have a BULLSHIT $229 speeding ticket. I dunno what I'm gonna do. I have no job, I can't even pay for food. I'm literally doing my grocery shopping at Dollar Tree. Last week Brians ex best...
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semiretiredpunk:
Life does suck. I might have to quit my job soon if they don't work around my school. And I have no friends. And I haven't got laid since December. And I can't afford to move back out of my mom's house again. This all better work out. I had to vent too.
Hugs. smile
I find cheap beer helps sometimes.
xjwigluszx:
I'm right there with you with the job thing. Granted I have a job, but not for much longer cause I am gonna be out of my apartment for the beginning of the month, so I can move in with my fiance and her family. But I don't really want to move in with them without a job

I've been working in a kitchen now now for 2 years and have skills and experience. Figured this would be the easiest job search I've had to do. Especially working in an independent place working primarily from scratch, you'd think the chains would want me since Im more experienced than they got. And all the calls I've been getting are for two days a week or for part time wait staff. Thats not on my list of skills.

And the interveiw I had the other day, really got me down cause I expected to walk away from the whole thing with a job, now Im waiting on a call. SIGH*
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darklas:
Cheers for the advice. Unfortunately I have NO time at all for any more dying. frown Working just now and then in a rush to get out later. So it's just gonna have to stay orangy.

Hiding in the works office all day today so people don't see it. haha.
aesirr:
Ooh I am intrigued.
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I feel awful. I'm with Brian. I love Brian. Things are tough but we work through them. But here's the thing...I've been having alot of dreams about my ex. In these dreams, I leave Brian for him. I wake up missing him and I beat myself up because Brian is laying next to me and I feel like I'm cheating on him. My relationship with...
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aesirr:
Wish I could say I understand but I don't, never had a real relationship so...

But I hope everything is alright my dear.
semiretiredpunk:
The last person I was madly in love with was seven or so years ago. She cheated on me with at least seven guys. I'm not sure I'm capable of feeling that anymore. I feel terrible myself. But mostly because I threw my back out last night. frown
She's still on my MySpace...
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semiretiredpunk:
You a cutie. :*
decembermarie:
thanks smile