Tuesday Apr 22, 2008

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I've lost Tony for good. He was my best friend. He had told me so many times he cared about me no matter what and then ended our friendship because I "caused too much drama in his life" because I got upset that he was completely ignoring me when I was having a panic attack and needed him. I mean was I so wrong for being upset? I feel miserable. I've been depressed and crying alot over him and the situation with John. I just really feel like I've lost all hope for ever being loved unconditionally, for ever being treated right. I feel so alone. All I have area few aquaintances, no real friends and it breaks my heart. I've cut more in the last 3 days than I have when I used to do it on a regular basis. I just can't handle this.
the_timmy:
Hey I dont know how to help with this but..I know there is hope and u can be free from the cutting. go here

www.twloha.com these are real stories of people who have cut themselves before but been freed from it..rescue is posssible
aesirr:
Not knowing the whole background and other significant things I can't offer a lot in the way of advice. But all I can say is the situation isn't worth getting yourself in a mess over. Do as I do and go out and make people your friends.

Otherwise, take care of yourself. Super Geoff Hugs!

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