I'm so unhappy. My friends just don't give a shit. There were only a couple people I really trusted and both have hurt me severely this week. One's not speaking to me and the other I can't bring myself to talk to because I'm so hurt. I feel like I'm part of some cruel joke like these people told me they loved and then laugh at me and yell "sike!" Like it was all a game to hurt me. I cut myself for the first time in a long time. I just couldnt hold back anymore. It felt so good to do it again. I dunno what to do anymore.
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-Timmy