Today is my birthday...the start of my 20th year..my birthday is a very depressing day for me and I want to cut pretty bad but I'm running out of spots where it won't be seen...my thighs and arms are all scarred up...I'm scared of being committed again...last time I was only there one night and I was miserable. I lied and said my depression wasn't as bad as it is. They put me on meds....many diff kinds but nothing ever helped. Counseling never helped..I just feel so alone. I'm scared of my emotions. I'm scared of losing the people I love.
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big_boy:
happy birthday 
cyberiouse:
First off Thank you for joining my fatherless group. Feel free to go and participate and talk. We will be open and caring. Happy birthday to you... I'm so sorry about your problems with depression and cutting. I want you to know that while outside of runing the fatherless group i know you dont know me but i am always here to talk in any way you need. I added you onto yahoo and AIM. I'm always here to talk and i know that talking can help even if just a little... its why i started the group. 