decembermarie

I'm so unhappy. My friends just don't give a shit. There were only a couple people I really trusted and both have hurt me severely this week. One's not speaking to me and the other I can't bring myself to talk to because I'm so hurt. I feel like I'm part of some cruel joke like these people told me they loved and then laugh...
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the_timmy:

OMG please dont cut yourself....that hurts my heart that you did that. Friends will hurt you..Im sorry that happened ... My friends have done that to me and it feels like I didnt even exist. I dont know all the answers but what you can do and what helped me is to write down all your feelings about yourself on paper( good and bad) and figure out if they are legitimate feelings. Friends will hurt you and forsake you ...if you have anyone you feel comfortable talking to and you trust please talk to them and tell them everything you feel.

-Timmy

Apr 20, 2008

To "let go" does not mean to stop caring. It means I can't do it for someone else.
To "let go" is not to cut myself off. It's the realization that I can't control another.
To "let go" is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands.
To "let go" is not to try to change or blame another. It's to...
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semiretiredpunk:

I just let go of my algebra class. It was liberating. I signed up for table tennis instead, which I feel I will benefit from much more.

Feb 25, 2008

aesirr:

Well whatever you choose to let go of I hope it benefits you more than it causes you pain and problems.

Feb 25, 2008

Last night pissed me off...dropping more of his friends including a guy he said he loved as a brother just because they wanted to hang out and be nice to me. It's one thing to drop me, but another to drop David, someone he supposedly cared about so much. And all because he simply said "I wanna stay here and hang out with them". It...
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decembermarie:

lol luckily I don't get hangovers and I never puke. I'm just trying to get through the drama one day at a time.

Feb 22, 2008

semiretiredpunk:

At least it was a bottle of Absolut. It could have been a bottle of McCormick's.

Feb 22, 2008

I thought he was the one friend who wouldn't be like the rest. I believed him when he said he cared and he'd always be there. He lied to me straight up. Yes, I made a mistake and hurt him but I was so hurt by what he told everyone behind my back. He won't even speak to me to work it out. I've lost...
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decembermarie:

Yeah but we hadn't known each other long and now he thinks I'm just like every other "friend" hes lost

Feb 21, 2008

painunbound:

I'm so sorry doll, but there's nothing you can do, or nothing you should do. It sounds like he was the one who betrayed you. Don't beat yourself up. <3

Feb 21, 2008

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enric:

amazing

Feb 9, 2008

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aesirr:

Looking lovely my dear.

Feb 9, 2008

jericho:

Hmmm...on closer inspection, I think they actually look perfect

Feb 11, 2008

people tell me im silly for wanting to trust him. i feel guilty for questioning the truth. my faith in humans is fading by the day but something inside me thinks there's more to him. i want to know for sure. i cant pretend everythings fine..trust me ive tried. im thinking of leaving for good, escaping it all. i just need a sign..

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aesirr:

That sounds to be a confusing situation. But at the end of the day always go with what is going to be best for you whatever that may be.

Jan 31, 2008

jericho:

I'm worried about you hon...we haven't talked in a while....

Feb 7, 2008

Feel free to keep in contact with me via myspace if you'd like www.myspace.com/darkdesire087

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aesirr:

Awww that sucks. Would love to help you out, if your still not back when I next get paid I will get you a membership fora few months.

Jan 21, 2008

aaamy:

It'll be ok baby doll

Jan 21, 2008

Well my account is set to go grey on Jan 24 and there's no way I can afford to renew it I'm in credit card debt hardcore and my bank account was overdrawn thanks to my college trying to take out unauthorized fees and me losing my job earlier this year. It makes me so sad to have to leave the PSW group over any...
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cyberiouse:

I just met ya and already you are leaving me

*takes hat off* looking forward to chatting with you everywhere else though

Jan 2, 2008

xxbrokenreaperxx:

hey message me on here, i might be able to help you with your membership..later

Jan 4, 2008

Today is my birthday...the start of my 20th year..my birthday is a very depressing day for me and I want to cut pretty bad but I'm running out of spots where it won't be seen...my thighs and arms are all scarred up...I'm scared of being committed again...last time I was only there one night and I was miserable. I lied and said my depression wasn't...
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big_boy:

happy birthday

Dec 27, 2007

cyberiouse:

First off Thank you for joining my fatherless group. Feel free to go and participate and talk. We will be open and caring. Happy birthday to you... I'm so sorry about your problems with depression and cutting. I want you to know that while outside of runing the fatherless group i know you dont know me but i am always here to talk in any way you need. I added you onto yahoo and AIM. I'm always here to talk and i know that talking can help even if just a little... its why i started the group.

Jan 2, 2008