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Saturday Jul 02, 2005

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Das Bunker was interesting. I got to watch a goddess dance next to me.

I broke in my new boots, and lost quarter size chunks of skin off my heels. Pulling off socks that have bonded to your skin is interesting, but it was worth it.

I kept looking for Violently through the night, but she never appeared. She had other plans, but ya know, you can always hope to bump into someone right? Still a bit bummed though.

So It breaks down to 2 hour drive there, 2 hour drive back, and 3.5 hours of dancing. Now logically you want to have more time having fun then driving, so unless a friend gets a hair up there ass I won't be doing that again for a while without damn good reason.

The oddest thing is, I never go to clubs or bars with the intention of coming home with more people then I started with. Just relax and have fun.

I think I am justgoing to stay up and go to work. I doubt I will be able to crash fast enough for it to be worthwhile. I have sunday and monday off though so it will be cool.

Did you know that I love your eyes?

What are you people doing this weekend eh?

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Also on the way home I took a detour. I went and drove through my old city, where I grew up. God damn was that a uber mistake. So many memories came flooding back. Now I miss my X, my dog, and more then anything else in the world, my friend Katie. Not just Katie, "Katie Rocks!" Cuz she does. I love you Katie, and I hope you, Eric, and your rocks are doing well.

I think about her all the time. I have not been able to get a hold of her though. It makes me truely sad. We lost touch over the 6 years I was with my X. She did not like her, and did not have the heart to tell me, so we slowly drifted apart. I would have taken her over my x fiance any day of the week. I wish to the gods there was a way I could tell her how much her friendship actually meant to me..

Maybe one day I will bump into her again..

Beauty, beauty, deconstruction, memories of my abduction. Gone and away again, looking back at our sweet sin. Drifting softly, fade to black, hallucinations take me back. Coffee houses, darkened alleys, pounding beats, and foggy valleys. Fair skin, with dazzling eyes, devious smiles to my surprize. The old oak tree, with meditation at three. Nocturnal partner of the night, my twin and strength to fight. The one lost lover that I never loved, and the only person so begrudged. The growing chasm of my pain, calls out longingly your old name.


Its late, I am sappy, good night.

violently:
if you are meant to have someone in your life they will cross your path again, so i bet you will run into katie sooner or later.

sorry i did not go to the club, i had plans with my friends that ended with me drinking in a backyard with a dead lizard. surreal

next time i'll go haha smile
Jul 2, 2005
wtf:
For a moment there I thought you were oing to start composing a country song! wink

Everything for a reason. YOU have to believe, fuck me, and everyone else. Know that at the moment you were thinking of her, she was wondering about you over an old photo.

You'll see each other again.
Jul 2, 2005

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