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Why am I updating? I have to leave for work. I am going to be late. eeek

Had the most rocking lightning storm last night though. I sat in the rain and watched.. biggrin

Thats all, cuz I am really going to be late. Tahtah..
violently:
rain? huh? what's that? smile
fukidunno:
Man, you were right about the frustrations part big time. Found out some health related stuff and like to keep bad news to myself. Won't know results until next Thursday. iFinally broke down and told someone and I think that helped more than sleeping as far as my feeling wore out ya know what I mean? I try to not be a worrywort and try to not be an attention whore. (Thanks though for saying I looked hot! damn, I always think of Parisfuckinghilton) Lightning rules doesn't it? Makes you realise your place in the world. I especially like it right before a storm when the sky gets all greenish or some other wierd color and you can smell it coming.
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I Am tired, could not sleep.. Still have not slept..

Think I might take a walk contemplate shit and go to bed.

Tell me something magical about life, or your self will ya.
gothikai:
Watch Fight Club when you can't sleep. It helps. blackeyed
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Why am I updating? I am in a hurry!

I am nuts..

Day off, but still have to drop by work. I probably should have went earlier this morning..

Going dancing tonight, chick from work supposed to show up. wink
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It looks like it is a full moon and it is beautiful. It might be tomorrow but tonight is close enough. I want to go lay on the beach with someone and just stare up into the sky.

Ohhhh! I also found out I get to keep my Thursday off. Which is hot.. I thought I was going to be working 7 days a week...
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violently:
damn, enjoy your day off! i don't know how you do it, i'd have a breakdown if i was working that much eeek

p.s. your comments always make me smile and feel better, and i think of you everyday when i look at my ren & stimpy dvd smile i plan on hugging the shit out of you when we hang out smile
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Well fucking fuck.. I have to get up at 8am again tomorrow for a 14 hour day at work.. HAZAH!!

Yes thats right, I said Hazaah, got a problem with that?

Shit, there is a chick at work I need to hook it up with. But damn, now I have no fucking time. Whats up with that shit. Oh well would probably just decide to...
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violently:
why not chance a shitty relationship...i mean chances are it could be really good too, right?

then again, i am the last person on earth to be giving relationship advice so stick with your gut i guess haha

*hugs* someday i am going to give you a real one
fukidunno:
long days at work, ahhh yea, I know them well. smile

The girl at work, maybe if you don't have time, it'll start slow and casual whcih sounds like a good way to go to see if things will turn out okay. I say okay cause damn, who the hell knows right? But remember friend, no reward without risk right? With what I know of you, you know that well.

The peeing story, LOL.

This is not "the friend" is it?
That would be even funnier.

This past Sat. I got walked in on while using the restroom. It was one of his male friends. The one who works with and knows my Dad too. I don' t think he told A., yet anyway. I walked back out to where they were playing poker and said "all clear" with a smile. biggrin
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I am in a funky mood. Half pissed off, half excited, half unsure.

Yes there are more then two halfs to me. A good and bad side are not enough to sum me up. wink

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These are my last few days of freedom..

Soon I will be working 12 hour shifts again, and 4 hour shifts on my days off..

I am thinking of canceling my SG account since I will not have time to update, or read peoples journals and shit. Really, I only stuck around this long because I find all of your journals entertaining. =)

P.S. we...
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violently:
noooooooooooooooo don't go away!

and wtf is this working on your "days off" bullshit?

do i need to kill some face?
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My room mates cat has worms.

She has not taken it to the vet yet. I am taking it my self soon if she does not, it disgusts me and sucks for the cat. whatever

fukidunno:
The poor thing. That sucks for you too. That shit's expensive!

A friends and me were talking about the no such thing as a free lunch phrase and I said they should make up this one about no such thing as a free kitten, $$$.

violently:
dude that is gross, and totally unhealthy for kitty frown
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eeek
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Today WAS an exciting day at work.

Apprentice Game Developer..

America.. FUCK YEAH!!

Soon my social life will die entirely as 60-72 hour weeks of work resume.
deathhippie:
That message was rather vague..

What I meant is that I am now working on EverQuest 2 as an apprentice gme designer. love

If all goes well, could be a huge promotion into the job of my dreams in a few weeks.
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Did you know that I have a stalker. At this very moment she could be reading my comments. OOooooo..

Of course if she wanted to know something she could always pick up the phone and call..

Yeah, thats right, I am talking to you. Next time, you and your little yellow pal won't be so lucky. Your button mashing skills are nothing compared to my...
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fukidunno:
A stalker eh? Carry a big stick....
cupidsvictim:
i am back! back to protect you from your evil stalker! raggghhh!!