deannarose

ugh.....

on days like this where im sick and feel like shit, i look at the SG sets and just wish i looked as beautiful as you girls. looking at your sets make me smile, but also make me look in the mirror and just.......groan.

im gonna go take a shower and hide in a hole now.

keep being beautiful ladies

bah.

Ahhhh so much craziness!

Lets see if i can remember everything thats happened since i last updated?

Well, theres the medical stuff, thats what stands out most on my mind, and the most recent.

So, me and gabe have our pain management, right? and we're on opiates, its only pill type of pain releif thats worked, ever. we've tried anti-inflammitories, anti seizure meds which are...
Read More

So, this is another update I guess...

I'm gonna do some indoor painting work for my best friend's family's house, her dad offered to pay me if I took the leftover paint and besides things like touch-ups and whatnot but do designs and shit to liven things up. He wants it very....oregon-esque, with leaves and sky and shit. Lots of green, which is my favorite...
Read More

I have, obviously, gone back to blonde! New pictures are up, all that jazz.

I have possibly found a local female photographer to do my hopeful shoot? We'll see how that works out. I still want my fiance to give it a try too, but we have none of our own equipment! Anywhos, progress goes and goes...

happy easter everyone....of course
today was also my...
Read More

Ah, good day today.

I accomplished a lot around the place today, now im sitting relaxing and watching some Buffy the Vampire Slayer and just got done sketching out a design for my wedding dress.

My friend Renee suggested that I made the dress myself...which would be fitting, considering I'm an artist, I dont like cookie cutter normal, and my mother made her dress as...
Read More

I'm so excited!!

I just got approved for food stamps, and today I get to pick up my card and i should have 200 dollars on it

Also, my monthly SSI is gonna increase to 600 instead of 400 eaither april or may ,and in may, i get a check for 250 $. We got all our bills paid a few days ago, Gabes working...
Read More

I'm at a turning point with some friends of mine. I've been ditched, walked all over, lied to, and manipulated into people's drama. I'm the fall-out friend they go to when they need something knowing im the only one who hasnt been their during their shitty mistakes and thus not knowing enough to tell them to screw off. They think i'll never find out, when...
Read More

Working on getting my hopeful set up, we need a better camera first and thats just expensive enough to take forever to get...
Does anyone have any suggestions on what type of camera to get? make, model? Digital, of course.

We might work on renting one just long enough to do my first shoot.

I'm excited to get everything done and sent in.

Any tips...
Read More

Sometimes I want to be naked forever.




I love my new place.

I love Gabe.

ahhhhhh life is gooooooood