deanash86

ok ... so im still not on my own comp. ... im on noah's right now... but heres what i dont get... Y DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO LIKE THE STRAIGHT GIRLS... it nevers fails... any gurl i think is cute and would want to go out with is eaither STRAIGHT or TAKEN... and all the gurls that i KNOW want me... i dont want them .. like theres this girl named amanda (not the one that betrayed me) that lives across the street from a guy i work with that wants me so bad... like she even told me that... but i like playing with her kids better then even just talking to her(shes 22 and has a 6 and 2 yr old boys) i mean i could be her friend fine... but she dosent want that... well then theres this gurl a lowes that likes me and shes cute and all... but is VERY clingy... which is a turn off... and she has some weaird qualitys... so now i dont really want to talk to her... manly because of the clinginess... but then we had a bon fire last night at the guy i work withs house... amanda was there... and then last night i found out this other 22 yr old liked me... but it was a guy(chris)... haha no thanks i dont want a guy right now... so i had two ppl there that really liked me... which wasnt fun for me... because all i was trying to do was have alone time(just to talk) with this gurl named natasha(yeah shes white) ... she was HOT... well every now and then we might of gotten 5 mins together but then amanda or chris would come and wreak it all... but after all night a finally found out she was bi.. but had a b/f... she was fuckin taken... ahhhh .... she was telling a story bout her and him at neon moon... but it was cool ... i kept talking to her as much as i could but was interrupted all the time by amanda and chris... but really why cant i find an atractive, sane, single lebian or bisexual... ahhh... ok.. well im going to go... i know i have to go home tonight and try and suck up to my mom so i can get off of kids... bc i feel bad useing noahs comp.... love you all
*Ashley*