Monday Dec 22, 2003

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Danger. Melodrama lies ahead:

Why why why why why why?
It always happens I swear. Every time somebody shows interest in being with me, they have somebody already. I mean. Im not interested in helping somebody cheat... thats all I would be doing. Sure, some self-gratification would be involved.. but Im not a fan of deceit. Nor am I a fan of lies. Which there...
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_sarah_:
I know the feeling. The two boys who want me right now, and I mean WANT ME, are both married. One is slightly unhappy in his marriage, and the other is unhappy enough to be talking about divorce.

I don't want to be the catalyst, even though they ARE great friends and I wouldn't mind dating them, so I'm staying away from that drama until the dust has settled.

It seems to be the rule. 99% of the guys who have been attracted to me have had girlfriends or wives. tongue

Thursday Dec 18, 2003

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I went to a Chinese restaraunt with my older brother and my mother this evening. My Mom was sitting in the back seat.
She started rummaging through the cds laying on the seat beside her.
Slayer's album "Reign In Blood" was the one that caught her attention.
"Put it in." she said.
My Mom loves Slayer. My Mom is also 50 years old and a...
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gary_gm2:
True, I might miss the states. But what I would miss would be the USA that I grew up with. When politics didn't effect me(or didn't think they did), when I didn't hate, or fear the government. I probably won't move(typical american, no follow thru), I'm just pissed that ppl might think that Bush is a good pres because our troops found Saddam.
I'm broke from x-mas too, couldn't buy a newspaper if I wanted too. Sounds like a very cool mom indeed.
zork:
Ooohhh... must mention Tangerine Dream's "Optical Race". Great album.

Except I also have to mention "Underwater Sunlight".

Well, and "Rubycon".

Not that I'm a fan, or anything... smile

Monday Dec 15, 2003

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I defaced a $5 dollar bill with Paul Stanley's likeness in marker. I am a rebel.

I slept way too long today. Now, I will never be able to sleep tonight. Again. Perhaps, I will have a spur of creative energy as I have the last few times I was in this position.

I feel anxious. I feel like I need to leave. Ive been...
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hastwothumbs:
Haha. I've been on the receiving end of a few Kiss-imized dollars. More people should do that.

Lone Wolf and Cub is the standard by which I judge all bad ass samurai and ninja works. I dare say that it's spoiled me, though, as I find myself often thinking, "This is a cool fight, but Itto could still kick these guys' asses."
unknowntrigram:
welcome to the BCB group.
hope you enjoy it here smile

Monday Dec 15, 2003

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I wrote about 30 pages in my book tonight.. hows that for progress?
Also, have a few new basslines Im gonna tinker with for when I start recording after Christmas. Hurrah.
So, I actually achieved something during this sleepless night.
Who needs sleep? Not I! Not I!
hastwothumbs:
Sleep is for the weak.

30 pages? Wow! Did you just have a lucky run-in with your muse or is this normal?

If it is normal, would you share your method (if you tap into your creativity via a certain process) for writing with me? I've been having trouble focusing lately.
_sarah_:
Sleep is overrated. I've been doing 36 and 24 hour stints all week, and I've been so productive! smile

You lost your virginity in London? Lucky bastard.