The dinner w/ the_cowboy went well. I enjoyed it, despite all the crying (mostly me). I didn't take him back because I have no idea where he needs to start to repair my damaged trust, or if I am even willing to spend time waiting for him to do so.
I got new clothes at the Banana Republic outlet store yesterday. Everything I bought was at least 40% off of the already-discounted prices. I got a new suit I'm totes excited about.
Last night, a girlfriend of mine and her man had me over for dinner & a glass of wine, and I throughly enjoyed myself. I'm glad she and I are staying friends despite not working together. I have a tendency to get so involved in my new jobs/groups of friends/activities/etc. that I am bad at maintaining older relationships. The people who forgive me for this often stay my friends for ages afterwards, though.
I miss theBoy. I know it's dumb because it wasn't anything serious, but I talked to him about everything, and he is really good at comforting me while making me feel good about myself, and I adore taking care of him, too. Bleh. Maybe we'll fix things once I move.
I'm looking at yet another place tomorrow. In Angwin, which is super far, but we'll see if I like it anyway because it's really big and wonderful.
Kiss your face.
I got new clothes at the Banana Republic outlet store yesterday. Everything I bought was at least 40% off of the already-discounted prices. I got a new suit I'm totes excited about.
Last night, a girlfriend of mine and her man had me over for dinner & a glass of wine, and I throughly enjoyed myself. I'm glad she and I are staying friends despite not working together. I have a tendency to get so involved in my new jobs/groups of friends/activities/etc. that I am bad at maintaining older relationships. The people who forgive me for this often stay my friends for ages afterwards, though.
I miss theBoy. I know it's dumb because it wasn't anything serious, but I talked to him about everything, and he is really good at comforting me while making me feel good about myself, and I adore taking care of him, too. Bleh. Maybe we'll fix things once I move.
I'm looking at yet another place tomorrow. In Angwin, which is super far, but we'll see if I like it anyway because it's really big and wonderful.
Kiss your face.
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Good luck with the house, I hope it's worth the long drive. And I'm glad you were able to have a good dinner and get some issues out with the ex. I know how that can be. Hurt gets in the way of logic sometimes and it's good to get to a point where you can just "be" again.
Kiss your face right back! (with a lion? lol)
I'm glad to hear that the dinner went well, and that you're not making a bad decision.