My very good friend and college roommate got engaged last night. Am I a terrible person for admitting that I am jealous as hell? Not necessarily about the getting married part... I'm not sure if that's something I ever even want to do. It's just that, she's nuts! I love her, but goddamn.. she is a crazy person. And yet she found someone that wants to stick by her. I just wish I could find someone that wanted to stick by me, too..
I've been single for soo long and it's really starting to seem like I'm never going to find anyone that 'fits'. I know I'm young and that's a stupid thing to think, but it just happens anyway.. when everyone I know is pairing off. except for me. bleh.
stupid societal conventions. fucking with my head. sdlf;hjlsadfjas
I've been single for soo long and it's really starting to seem like I'm never going to find anyone that 'fits'. I know I'm young and that's a stupid thing to think, but it just happens anyway.. when everyone I know is pairing off. except for me. bleh.
stupid societal conventions. fucking with my head. sdlf;hjlsadfjas
but you're also right - it's what we want, love and intimacy and security. just hope that you don't settle for someone second rate in your quest to find it.
also, if you're looking for something to do NYE in Chi, some friends djing and tending bar at Danny's Bar in wicker park, more mellow than some of the other stuff. that place is filled with good peeps.