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I did MDMA for the first time in over a year on Friday. The new boy, the first boy I've been excited about in a really long time, doesn't date girls that do drugs. I found this out today. Because now, he isn't dating me. The universe has a great sense of humour.

Tonight is a listen to the Smiths and wish...
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tdibz:
Well.... would you really want to be with someone that won't take a drug with you now and then? If done in the right set and setting it can be such a wonderful bonding experience. Those that possess the patience and openness for new experiences are the ones that I am interested in. HoeHum to that dude!
school:
haha sucker. better luck next time.
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about to go hang out with a cute boy and quietly freaking out about it. when was the last time I did this sober? sad but true..
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kind of freaking out, and I dont know why.. I should be riding a Lollapalooza high, but instead just crashing..
cassiel:
feel better plz.
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I am stuck in a rut. But I can't seem to muster the energy to get out of it.. skull
theeisman:
A look of longing, needing, undying, appetimizing. A rut, been route, free from that which binds us now.

Thats what breaks me from ruts.
thespis89:
reread something life-changing.
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I just need to get this out to SOMEBODY..

so I dated this guy for awhile. I introduced to him to a friend of mine and, well, they've been seeing each other ever since. There was a lot of overlap involved. I was definitely crushed when I found out. but that was a long time ago. to make a long story short, they're...
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cassiel:
I know how you feel. Shortly after my last gf & I broke up, she & a sort-of friend started dating and now they're getting married in August. We broke up at the beginning of February. Yep.
opir:
It's no surprise she has trust issues... after all, she "took him from" you... "why wouldn't you try to get him back?"

It's been awhile now, & I hope this has turned out okay. It does suck to lose a friend because of stupidity.
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"I like you a lot, but..." BUT. B.U.T. fl;kdfaslfndskjfgnkjgrb
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shadowslightness:
Totally going through the same thing...
whiskeyface:
frownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrown... jerk. IMO there are only one or two legitimate buts. and it really sucks when either of them show their ugly heads.frown
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I did not go to his show. Boys and girls, I think they call this personal growth.
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whiskeyface:
good for you. i just got home from chicago yesterday. i am thinking about moving there sometime soon.
theeisman:
That is a great profile pic
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so, hypothetically, I've been "dating" this boy since October. To make a long story short, he's not from America so the entire time we've been seeing each other (off and on), there has been this huge fucking cloud of impending doom (aka deportation) looming over us. So it's not so unexpected that he would remain distant. at least that's what...
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shadowslightness:
I'd probably end up doing the same thing. I hope it turns out okay. frown
tikki:
If people always listened to that rational voice in thier head there would be little use for things like hallmark card, guns, E.Rs and witness protection.All in all it happens to the best of us.
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what do you do when you are sick of everything? all these places and people have gone stale.
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hedy:
road trip. or a bus or train trip. anything as long as it's either by yerself or with a very, very good friend (the kind of good friend that most of us aren't lucky enough to have, really) so you can figure out whether it was just boredom or whether you need a big ridiculous change in your life.

i should probably take my own advice on this.
therevolutionary:
I just blow this hot dog stand of so-called life, and head for the nearest star. Straight into oblivion!
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sometimes I really do want to go out and be social. sometimes I just wanna separate from civilization. sometimes this feeling lasts for weeks. it makes it really hard for me to live with a group of people who don't know how to be alone. there's constantly people here, people I don't even know. the best part about moving into an apartment...
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d_patron:
It's a Pisces thing. People say, "No man is an island unto himself..." Well ofcourse they'd say that cause we, Pisces, were busy enjoying our quiet time - Solo Mio - while they were debating it. shocked
hondo_:
Okay, this is going to sound completely ridiculous, but hear me out. Considering your present mood (assuming that it is, in fact, still your present mood, as this post is pretty old), you might benefit from re-reading Jack London's The Call of the Wild. I'm totally serious. It. Will. Help. Guaranteed.
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whiskeyface:
that is a great painting. i would hang that in my house if i had it.
spirit_bear:
Thats amazing ^_^
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when does "hopelessly romantic" become a love addiction? I think I've spent a better part of my adult life heartbroken. I do it to myself, too .. if I just had the conviction to STOP everything would be okay. But I've always got to be in love with somebody, something.. and it's always with the person the least interested. I'm so fucked.
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crimsonghost847:
Don't be so done. It'll come eventually. Just have to meet the right person.
hondo_:
I had a similar "problem" and, then, about a year and a half ago, I just decided to stop. No love, no crushes, et cetera. And, you know what? That sucked just as much. So I'm back to crushing on everyone -- and at least I have hope again. Even if my track record isn't the best, I feel like maybe things can change as long as I make opportunities for myself. (Does that make sense?) I'm not sure whether or not I need to be with someone in order to be happy but I do know that I want that. And I don't think that's any better or worse than anything else.

Anyway, I hope you're feeling well otherwise. smile