Damn i think i forgot what blog was for the longest time...
well i tryed but i could not say the right thing.
well after i got my SG account i found my father dead
that was terable, so i could not think of anything positive to write about..
then the women i loved to death we started dateing i was so happy then she got stupid and left me, woud not have been so bad but she dissaperd, but now i look at it and fuck that and fuck her, not to mention all the other shit that goes on in life............
there gaps in this little summery of te worst year of my life.
sounds a bit selfish but the blogs after that WILL be regular and preky!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There is one thing i have to mention the member marysmith is wondeful and i would do anything for her she is THE FUCKING BEST!!!!!!!! go and leave her some love!!!!!!!!!!!
now about a month ago things were good finally got that drain on my life out of my life and gotten use to her not being in my life (holy repeditive sentince) and my job was going good but htings dont last good for long grandpa got bad lung cancer went in for sugery and it was a sucsess but the recovery is not so good. he has been in ther for a full month now the house is not the same with out him. and ofcorse without fail shit comes up at work but fuck it i think i can handle anything now ( not that i really wanna try)
that was just a brief summary of shit...
maby later i will explane more just to get it out of my head...
leave me some love if you feel like it i am a sucker for P.M's
thanks all
Saiph
well i tryed but i could not say the right thing.
well after i got my SG account i found my father dead
that was terable, so i could not think of anything positive to write about..
then the women i loved to death we started dateing i was so happy then she got stupid and left me, woud not have been so bad but she dissaperd, but now i look at it and fuck that and fuck her, not to mention all the other shit that goes on in life............
there gaps in this little summery of te worst year of my life.
sounds a bit selfish but the blogs after that WILL be regular and preky!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There is one thing i have to mention the member marysmith is wondeful and i would do anything for her she is THE FUCKING BEST!!!!!!!! go and leave her some love!!!!!!!!!!!
now about a month ago things were good finally got that drain on my life out of my life and gotten use to her not being in my life (holy repeditive sentince) and my job was going good but htings dont last good for long grandpa got bad lung cancer went in for sugery and it was a sucsess but the recovery is not so good. he has been in ther for a full month now the house is not the same with out him. and ofcorse without fail shit comes up at work but fuck it i think i can handle anything now ( not that i really wanna try)
that was just a brief summary of shit...
maby later i will explane more just to get it out of my head...
leave me some love if you feel like it i am a sucker for P.M's
thanks all
Saiph
velvet_petal:
Geez, that has been a lot to deal with. I'm sure you look forward to a time when all of this is behind you. I agree with you about marysmith she is the creme de la creme in my book too.