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Saturday Nov 19, 2005

Nov 18, 2005
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I dunno...

I want to be something bigger than what I am. I don't mean I want to be succesful because, success is personal and only subject to your own measure. I could be further in my radio career if I wanted to be. They've tried to promote me and I usually decline it. I don't need money or fame.

What I do need is to feel like I am affecting some sort of change. It is SO huge that they say one person can't do it... but neither can a million. Millions protest and to no avail.

So what does one person do. I try to educate in my daily show. I try to make people care about one another, but caring is easy to do on the surface and hard to do underneath. I can tell you I care about you, or even act like I do.. but to REALLY incorporate you into my emotions.. thats very difficult. It takes practice. I think I am doing it now. At least I try to.

I'm just frustrated. I watch the news and a guy stands up and demands US troops be sent home. And the news says it's a political stunt... and I can see that. But... you know... it's not fair. Would someone say that for political gain? Maybe this guy GENUINELY cares? If he doesn't.. can we support him anyway as a means to an end.. or is that dirty.

They say absolute power corrupts absolutely... but... the more I think about it.. the more I don't know if I am corruptable. I don't care about money and the only thing I would do with power is try to ease the pain of everyone... So I guess I would fail at politics *lol*

I dunno... I feel like the idea is inside me trying to get out. Trying to break through to the surface. I wish it would.. the poking is driving me insane...

Maybe I just have delusions of grandeur.. or maybe that's just something they made up... to stop would-be great people from achieving great things...

"Don't be Great... just fear... consume... labour... die"

*sigh*

What do we do, friends... what do we do...

lavonne:
I'm sure what you MEANT to say, was that you'll be doing all your Christmas shopping on my website!

Let me know if you want anything and would like it sent out sooner.
Nov 23, 2005
akemi:
hello mr. how life?
thankyou for you lovely set comments, I hoped you liked the set smile
are you up to anything fun this weekend?
x
Nov 24, 2005

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