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*Alright, we'll try this again. Damn computer*

Lets talk about stories for a minute. I happen to love them, and have since I was a child. Every now and then, although less since I've quit teaching, someone will come up to me and ask me why I love History as much as I do. My usual response, after I have wiped the disbelieving look from...
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phoenixgirl:
I never used to like history, but as I have gotten older I have developed an appreciation for it.
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Those of you who have been reading my blog over the past few months most likely remember me mentioning my cousin Matt. He of the shy demeanor who had suddenly decided he wanted to go to college after all, live in the dorms, and break out of his shell. Well, I'm going to supply you with an update.
Its going well!

The other day, half...
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lolablu:
It sounds like something just "clicked" for your cousin. That's great. It's really uplifting to see the people around us doing well.
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I have returned!!!!

And I'm doin.......all right. smile

I waited to write this journal because, up until today, I was only in a ho-hum mood. You see, I'd built up the excitement of being back home to such an extent that reality could only pale in comparison to the dream I'd set up. In other words, I'd set my expectations a bit to high and was...
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societyspliers:
I don't know if you're familiar with String Cheese Incident, but you might like their approach to Rocky Horror songs, as well. I'm listening to all things Rocky right now becuase I'm working up a Rocky Horror set for my biweekly Theme Time Music Show (last night's premier's theme was "Drinking")

Here's STI doing The Time Warp.

Enjoy. Maybe comparing and contrasting 4 takes of the same Rocky Horror song by the Dresden Dolls and hearing a possibly new-to-you band doing another one can helpyou pass the time.

I expect a well-crafted essay on the different Dolls' versions on my desk in a tmely manner, Young Man!

And I love the way your EP turned out! I was messing with a hammered dulcimer as I read it and it actually sounded pretty good, considering I'm not a dulcimer-hammerer by any stretch. but I considered recording myself reading it while playing.
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Its 11:30 at night and the sun is just now sinking down to the horizon to sleep for the night. For its own sake, I hope it gets there soon; old Helois rises at 6:30 in the morning and, from my own persona experience, 6 hours of rest for the day just does not cut it. I wonder if the sun ever falls alseep while...
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mrsted_stryker:
I love reading your journals! You are very eloquent and I can actually SEE the places and things you describe. Keep your head up and please please keep writing!!! smile
ambersaurus:
I'll be moving to Sister Bay (its in door county, hooray me) because I got a job with a couple of artists up there. I'm probably going to try and get a FEW jobs because I want to go to Grad school too, maybe UW. Wwhere are you going for grad school?
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A few weeks ago I got an exciting instant message from my cousin Matt claiming that he had finally decided that a life of remedial employment and sharing a house with his parents was not the one he wished to leave. He was 26 years old, working as a nighty security man at the local mall, and was finally fed up; in other words, he...
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mrsted_stryker:
Thanks for the friend request!!! Honestly I dont like going into the groups...I feel like an outsider. Thanks for being nice, it made me smile! smile
mrsted_stryker:
Ya I just left a group cuz i "didnt fit". I have been on the phone with my best friend...she is having some family problems...thats why I disappear all the sudden!
Dont be a stranger!! smile
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Well, I reniged on my anti-cigarette pleage tonight. I officially quiet back in January and have been doing pretty good, but I had one tonight. I knew I shouldn't have, but it was a strange day and I really wanted one. You see, when I quit cigarettes I switched over to cigars. Those of you who have beaten a nicotine addiction are already rolling your...
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societyspliers:
Maybe the retrn to smoking might have something to do with the void left by your completion of your Epic Poem.

Um, smoking isn't good for cavities.

I quit ciagrettes last year but I did have a Cuban cigar not long ago. Still don't feel the need to start smoking again. Just occasionally when around people smoking.
societyspliers:
Great Googley Moogley! I made a whole bunch of commetns on SG late last night after returning home from a Chameleon show, and fortunately I'd copied & pasted most of them, as my rate of successful posting gets worse every time SG is down for maintenance and we get the dreaded "http://suicidegirls.com/maint" page. Then this moring I retried to send each and more than half went through. Yours didn't, so here it comes again:

You know, I sometimes think that "Isis" is my favorite Bob Dylan tune, although it is in some stiff competition with "Desolation Row".

I'm not surprised. I would expect the imagery in both would work for you. If you haven't heard it, I'd recommend "Lily, Rosemary, and the Jack of Hearts" from "Blood on the Tracks." Very odd song. There are several concurrent storylines, one of which is apparently a stage production, which can make the deciphering confusing.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)
The Festival was over, the boys were all planning for a fall,
The Cabaret was quiet except for the drilling in the wall.
The curfew had been lifted and the gambling wheel shut down,
Anyone with any sense had already left town.
He was standing in the doorway looking like the Jack of Hearts.

He moved across the mirrored room, "Set it up for everyone," he said,
Then everyone commenced to do what they were doing before he turned their heads.
Then he walked up to a stranger and he asked him with a grin,
"Could you kindly tell me, friend, what time the show begins?"
Then he moved into the corner, face down like the Jack of Hearts.

Backstage the girls were playing five-card stud by the stairs,
Lily had two queens, she was hopin' for a third to match her pair.
Outside the streets were filling up, the window was open wide,
A gentle breeze was blowing, you could feel it from inside.
Lily called another bet and drew up the Jack of Hearts.

Big Jim was no one's Fool, he owned the town's only diamond mine,
He made his usual entrance looking so dandy and so fine.
With his bodyguards and silver cane and every hair in place,
He took whatever he wanted to and he laid it all to waste.
But his bodyguards and silver cane were no match for the Jack of Hearts.

Rosemary combed her hair and took a carriage into town,
She slipped in through the side door looking like a queen without a crown.
She fluttered her false eyelashes and whispered in his ear,
"Sorry, Darlin', that I'm late," but he didn't seem to hear.
He was staring into space over at the Jack of Hearts.

"I know I've seen that face before," Big Jim was thinking to himself,
"Maybe down in Mexico, or a picture up on somebody's shelf."
But then the crowd began to stamp their feet and the house lights did dim
And in the darkness of the room there was only Jim and him,
Staring at the Butterfly who just drew the Jack of Hearts.

Lily was a Princess; she was fair-skinned and precious as a child,
She did whatever she had to do; she had that certain flash every time she smiled.
She'd come away from a broken home, had lots of strange affairs
With men in every walk of life (which took her everywhere)
But she'd never met anyone quite like the Jack of Hearts.

The Hangin' Judge came in unnoticed, and was being wined and dined,
The drilling in the wall kept up but no one seemed to pay it any mind.
It was known all around that Lily had Jim's ring
And nothing would ever come between Lily and the King.
No, nothing ever would - except maybe the Jack of Hearts.

Rosemary started drinking hard, and seein her reflection in the knife,
She was tired of the attention, tired of playing the role of Big Jim's wife.
She had done a lot of bad things, even once tried Suicide,
Was looking to do just one good deed before she died.
She was gazing to the Future, riding on the Jack of Hearts.

Lily washed her face, took her dress off and buried it away.
"Has your luck run out?" she laughed at him, "Well, I guess you must
have known it would someday.
Be careful not to touch the wall - there's a brand-new coat of paint,
I'm glad to see you're still alive, you're looking like a Saint."
Down the hallway footsteps were coming for the Jack of Hearts.

The backstage manager was pacing all around by his chair.
"There's something funny going on," he said, "I can just feel it in the air."
He went to get the Hangin' Judge, but the Hangin' Judge was drunk,
As the leading actor hurried by in the costume of a monk.
There was no actor anywhere better than the Jack of Hearts.

Lily's arms were locked around the man that she dearly loved to touch,
She forgot all about the man she couldn't stand who hounded her so much.
"I've missed you so," she said to him, and he felt she was sincere,
But just beyond the door he felt Jealousy and Fear.
Just another night in the Life of the Jack of Hearts.

No one knew the circumstance, but they say that it happened pretty quick,
The door to the dressing room burst open and a cold revolver clicked.
And Big Jim was standing there, you couldn't say surprised,
Rosemary right beside him, steady in her eyes.
She was with Big Jim but she was leaning to the Jack of Hearts.

Two doors down the boys finally made it through the wall
And cleaned out the bank safe; it's said that they got off with quite a haul.
In the Darkness by the riverbed they waited on the ground
For one more member who had business back in town.
But they couldn't go no further without the Jack of Hearts.

The next day was Hangin' Day; the sky was overcast and black,
Big Jim lay covered up, killed by a penknife in the back.
And Rosemary on the gallows; she didn't even blink,
The Hangin' Judge was sober; he hadn't had a drink.
The only person on the scene missing was the Jack of Hearts.

The Cabaret was empty now, a sign said, "Closed for Repair,"
Lily had already taken all of the dye out of her hair.
She was thinking about her father, who she very rarely saw,
Thinking about Rosemary and thinking about the Law.
But, most of all she was thinking about the Jack of Hearts.


The "Isis" lyrics I posted have just a minor lyric change, as my band will be doing it based loosely on the arrangements on recordings from the Rolling Thunder Revue tour in 1975-6. That is in many ways my favourite Dylan tour. Of course, with Mick Ronson (from Bowie's band) and Scarlett Rivera, how can you go wrong?

I'm not too familiar with them but . . . I've heard only half of one Dresden Dolls album but immediately decided then I needed to obtain it.

I did not, however, immediately buy the album, and in fact, I have not yet obtained it. I'm collectng live and unreleased stuff so much I ofttimes neglect artists' studio work. I do need to get it - I'm also gonna ask around in my trader circle for live Dresden Dolls.

I'm actually have the Demons & Wizards album. I also have the Uriah Heep song by that name.

I'm sending my email address.

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"Hark and here me a Humble poet
As I tell a tale of times gone by
When heros walked this Wonder-land
And Dangerous, Daring Deeds were done!"

I first wrote those words in November of 2003. I'd had this interesting little idea for a writing experiment; I was going to try to write a modern day version of a heroic epic in verse. At the...
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motherchaos:
Wow..if the few verses you posted here are a clue, I am sure the whole of it is amazing. It can be rather odd the way a story can catch a person and not let go until it finds its whole way onto paper.... it may be done with you for now....but somehow I think as the new chapters in your life unfold, so will a new story.... even if it never makes it to paper wink
Congrats on Grad school.... that is an achievement unto itself....
dholokov:
Now you must commit it to memory so that you may boast of sigismund wherever mead pours and tales are told.
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I remember the first time I met my cousin Steve; one of the first things he asked me was if I know about the "family temper". I laughed and asked how I couldn't know about it. Now Steve is a bit tougher around the edges than me; the type who loves coming off as a tough guy; the sort of guy who, I doubt, has...
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I've taken some time off of writing my epic tonight. The last two weeks have seen a flurry of activity on that story which I have lived with for so long. I finished the main narrative on Saturday and have been pouring myself into the epiloge ever since. Actually, epiloge is the wrong word to use, I fear; it insinuates that the story it done...
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phoenixgirl:
I want to try and really start writing too, but its hard to get motivated sometimes....
motherchaos:
Hang on to your friend Tom... He reminds me of my best friend Roberta. We used to get into worlds of trouble together and it was worth every moment biggrin I lost her a little over 10 years ago, and I still treasure every second I had with her......
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I've been thinking about home a lot more lately. I'll be heading back in just 5 and a half short weaks and, as anyone who's been reading my journal over the past few months can guess, I'm tearing at the bitt to get there. I gave my Dad a call a bit earlier to keep him updated on how my paper work for Grad School...
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lolablu:
No advice, really. You're doing what you love. You don't need advice. smile
motherchaos:
Hey Sweetie...you should try and make it to Fairbanks for a bit before you hie out of here.... Alaska will be a poorer place without you, but you should be where you love... I do understand the love of the land and the sacredness of it. That is why I don't think I'll ever be able to leave Fairbanks.... My heart is tied here now smile

One good thing about the internet is that you can stay in touch, even when you are long gone wink