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Since the responses were so good for the last one, I submit for your approvel

further excerts from "America's Little Giant"

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The Dan McCollum who left college in December of 2004 was a vastly different man than that who entered it in 2000. For years McCollum had held out hope that college would liberate him from the chains of small town life. A poem...
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lolablu:
Just been busy! It's the first week of classes.
lilianna:
well if you look back a journal page you will see the crap of people stealing my phone while i was at six flags. then of course, making almost 400 calls and using almost 3000 minutes. yeah.
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Well I'm back after several weeks disconnected due to the evils of Bush living. I suppose I should do a standard entry, but I've been feeling a bit creative instead and have had this idea bubbling in my brain for quiet some time. And so, inspired by the huge amount of biographies I've been reading lately (I finished one off on Thomas Jefferson, and am...
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lolablu:
He could have at least apologized if he was going to send an email to you anyway.
lolablu:
I wouldn't mind one bit. smile
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I'm currently sitting in a hotel room in the middle of the town of Great Barrington in Western Massachussets. For the past two weeks I've been making a gigantic loop across the country; first traveling out to Denver and from there heading over to DC, I'm going to be touring New England for a few days and from there I'll be heading into Detroit and...
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aksiokersa:
Aw, hell yeah; that's my boy -- gettin' play all across the country. Word.
My computer is in the shop frown When I get back online, I'm looking forward to trading more nerdy thoughts with you about grad school and quarter-life crisis epiphanies. Until then, keep the ladeez all fired up for me biggrin
lolablu:
How have you been? It's been a while.
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I just had the single most miserable time at the dentist today. It all began rather innocently enough; I had had the first stage of a root canal preformed about a month and a half go and today was the scheduled time to get the rest of the operation taken care of. My first experience hadn't been that bad, believe it or not, and so...
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lolablu:
I've never heard of a good trip to the dentist, but I must say that your experience sounds particularly horrible.

I still don't have an iPod!
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This entry was meant to be a very deep one about internal conflict and how I've getting over mine. It might still turn out that way, but I recently posted something in a friend's journal which is in my mind more now; so I'll start with writting around that smile

I just got tickets to see Hank Williams III and the Murder Junies down in Madison....
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samling:
you spelled taoist wrong, and it looks like you're into toast philosphies.

mmm i like toast too!! tongue

you totally geeked out telling me about your concerts in my jounral and came in here and wrote about it. i feel all special and crap.
lolablu:
Sounds like a fantastic concert. Good music brings all sorts of people together.
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I think that I am currently emeshed in an existential crisis of sorts; a fact which not only disturbs me but which I also find rather embarrising. I'm a midwesterner, a Wisconsinite to be exact, and truth be told these forms of crisis are not for us. I've always grown up believing that they were the sole property of East and West coasters who grew...
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lolablu:
Just some thoughts: would you consider teaching at a different high school, in a less isolated area? And as far as the academic life goes, if you don't want to teach, don't do it. Your research might be stellar, your books might be read for a hundred years, but you're still going to have to teach to make ends meet. It seems like teaching college students would be somewhat different from teaching high school students. I've never taught high school students, so I'm not really sure. Depending on what it is specifically that you don't like about teaching high school, though, you might not find teaching college that much of a positive change.

Don't get me wrong. I love doing the grad student thing. It's not glamorous, but I do find it rewarding almost all the time.
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I just got back inside from smoking a cigarrette. I'd quit a few months back after having my wisdom teeth removed I picked the habit back up much to my own disgust. I think what pisses me off is that I was so proud of myself for quiting in the first place that the backsliding just rankles my pride; it really strikes me as a...
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bahleated:
Hey, glad to hear you'll be passing through Fargo! Are you considering becoming a student at NDSU, or a teacher? We've got some great graduate programs, there, but their teacher education department sucks.
lolablu:
Thank you. It means a lot.
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I hurt. Its been almost a week now since I have my wisdom teeth taken out and I'm afraid that one of them might have developed into a dry socket. I keep getting these sharp pressure headaches that rest on my temples and feel like someone have got my head in a vicegrip and are refusing to let it go. I think I only got...
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lolablu:
Get thee back to the dentist or oral surgeon!

I hope you feel better.
aksiokersa:
Ha ha - this too shall pass!
I've always lived in really small communities too. It can warp your mind. I'm glad you're getting out of there. Grad school will be easy to adjust to though, because a lot of getting through it is about navigating effectively through a tiny community. Go for public administration - it turns out that being employable after grad school is pretty important. Who knew? wink
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Ugh, I just had to pull three wood ticks off of my leg. I love walking in the woods, and I don't have as much of a problem with ticks as some people I know, but they still are one of the those things which I hate about summer.
Also, my new 'to me' car won't start. I got a 1990 Saab Turbo the other...
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lolablu:
I think you would enjoy this modern epic poem called Fredy Neptune. It's by an Australian writer, Les Murray. It is absolutely one of my favorite books. And I'm really excited, because an old professor of mine gave me Les Murray's contact info recently and told me to send him some of my poems.
lolablu:
Fredy Neptune is about a German WWI vet who travels all over the world and, because of a freak accident, finds himself unable to feel pain and endowed with superhuman strength. It's very strange and very good.

I normally write in snippets of narrative, sort of. I tend to write very short poems and leave a lot unsaid. When I'm descriptive, I'm usually hinting at a story.

I've always wanted to write a verse novel. One of these days I will. I just need to have an idea that I can stretch that far. When I was in college I wrote a longer series of poems about a man who slept for most of his childhood, no longer needed to sleep as an adult, and observed all sorts of things that happen at night. Then it gets weird and he ends up having sex with the ghost of his unborn twin sister.
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Well I took this test and look what showed up smile

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aksiokersa:
Yeah, I'm just another whiny, blonde, tofu-burrito-eatin' hippy who pays $1500 a month to share a walk-in closet. wink Oh, and I have giant fake boobs and I want to be an actrees. whatever
So how's WI treatin' ya? That's my mom's home state. She said y'all can see the Northern Lights sometimes. You ever seen 'em?
aksiokersa:
I mean "actress".