dannydmc

Just found out today that I got a rejection letter from one of the three schools I applied at for Grad School. I'm feeling very depressed right now. I have school work I need to do for my classes tomorrow, and the thought of even looking at school work just fills me with loathing.
Its weird; I've never considered myself a person prone to Depression (moodiness, yes, but depression no). But I've been looking back at the past two and a half years, since I graduated college, and I'm really begining to wonder. It seems like ever since then I've just been moving from one bout to another, punctuated by short periods of....not contentment but, maybe, acceptance.
I should have just stayed as a History major in college. I went into Education following the advice of my Mother who said I wouldn't be able to make money money as a History graduate and suggested I find something more practical. I'm not one to say that my Mother gives bad advice, because she doesn't, but that was the worst she ever gave me I think. I really wish I could turn the clock back and change that decision.
I just feel like its such a chore to even wake up in the morning these days.


*sighs*

Oh well, I can't really bring myself to write any more of this self pity manifesto. Good night.