Sometimes I just don't even want to bother.
I spent Wednesday afternoon filled with a sense of nameless dread. Something was srong, or soon would be: a sense of a storm on the horizon. I had a deep suspision that something bad would befall one of my current actresses.
I was right. Very right, in fact. Something bad managed to happen to all my actresses and both the women in the crew. So I spent this afternoon wanting to scream, cry, or hit something. But hey. nothing bleaches out the ol' emotions like 13 hours of work, filled with every difficult task my job has to offer. So now I mostly just feel tired. Tomorrow I get to shoot people with lasers for a while, maybe that will get my head back together enough to get into my usual groove of wishing I could do mroe to help my friends, but knowing that I can't.
And still the nameless dread lurks in the background...
"It's never calm before the storm. Things happen."
-Dan Rydell
I spent Wednesday afternoon filled with a sense of nameless dread. Something was srong, or soon would be: a sense of a storm on the horizon. I had a deep suspision that something bad would befall one of my current actresses.
I was right. Very right, in fact. Something bad managed to happen to all my actresses and both the women in the crew. So I spent this afternoon wanting to scream, cry, or hit something. But hey. nothing bleaches out the ol' emotions like 13 hours of work, filled with every difficult task my job has to offer. So now I mostly just feel tired. Tomorrow I get to shoot people with lasers for a while, maybe that will get my head back together enough to get into my usual groove of wishing I could do mroe to help my friends, but knowing that I can't.
And still the nameless dread lurks in the background...
"It's never calm before the storm. Things happen."
-Dan Rydell
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