Wow. Long-ass time with no updates. Let's see if I can hit the highlights, yeah?
The cops plan to clamp down on the Red Mile this year. Danny no like. Bad medicine. It's the claims the the nudity is the most harmful part that really bug me, and not just for the obvious reason. Dammit, people, naked breasts don't hurt anybody, and until we as a society accept that sex is a good thing and it's okay to like it, we will never progress. Look at what sexual repression has done for the middle east, and tell me why we need so much of it here.
Quick, somebody distract Masquerade for a second.
Our successes they never remember, our failures they never forget. This happens to everyone at some point or another, so I understand that if I feel it's happening to me, it doesn't make me in any way special. But Sunday's rehearsal is the last thing I do before spending 48 hours stuck at the Moviedome. Okay, not 48 hours straight... 6 to midnight Sunday, noon to midnight Monday, nine to six Tuesday. The Long Dark, as I call it. And when I start it off feeling fat and useless, I'm pretty much stuck with that until my next piece of human contact... typically Wednesday or Thursday.
Okay, you can stop distracting her now.
On the subject of work, I've decided to leave the Moviedome by August 20th. I've known for a while that I can't stay there forever, and have begun to wonder what I've been waiting for.
Which led to a larger revelation: my job my apartment... these were never meant to be a long-term plan. I've been waiting for my real life to begin. I thought I'd get my wife back, find a new place, and it wouldn't matter that I wasn't making very much at the Moviedome. But it's been three years since I knew that wasn't going to happen, and yet I've still been waiting for something. Pretty much done with that. I'm not sure what my "real life" is, but I'm done just waiting for it. I move into my new condo in June, and by the time I turn 30 I'll have left the Moviedome and be on my way to something new. Hopefully I'll have already found it.
I think that's the highlights. I'll try to go less than three weeks between updates this time.
"I will open one of my six mouths, and I will sing the song that ends the world."
-Tycho Brahe
The cops plan to clamp down on the Red Mile this year. Danny no like. Bad medicine. It's the claims the the nudity is the most harmful part that really bug me, and not just for the obvious reason. Dammit, people, naked breasts don't hurt anybody, and until we as a society accept that sex is a good thing and it's okay to like it, we will never progress. Look at what sexual repression has done for the middle east, and tell me why we need so much of it here.
Quick, somebody distract Masquerade for a second.
Our successes they never remember, our failures they never forget. This happens to everyone at some point or another, so I understand that if I feel it's happening to me, it doesn't make me in any way special. But Sunday's rehearsal is the last thing I do before spending 48 hours stuck at the Moviedome. Okay, not 48 hours straight... 6 to midnight Sunday, noon to midnight Monday, nine to six Tuesday. The Long Dark, as I call it. And when I start it off feeling fat and useless, I'm pretty much stuck with that until my next piece of human contact... typically Wednesday or Thursday.
Okay, you can stop distracting her now.
On the subject of work, I've decided to leave the Moviedome by August 20th. I've known for a while that I can't stay there forever, and have begun to wonder what I've been waiting for.
Which led to a larger revelation: my job my apartment... these were never meant to be a long-term plan. I've been waiting for my real life to begin. I thought I'd get my wife back, find a new place, and it wouldn't matter that I wasn't making very much at the Moviedome. But it's been three years since I knew that wasn't going to happen, and yet I've still been waiting for something. Pretty much done with that. I'm not sure what my "real life" is, but I'm done just waiting for it. I move into my new condo in June, and by the time I turn 30 I'll have left the Moviedome and be on my way to something new. Hopefully I'll have already found it.
I think that's the highlights. I'll try to go less than three weeks between updates this time.
"I will open one of my six mouths, and I will sing the song that ends the world."
-Tycho Brahe
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