Monday Dec 18, 2006

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gaping silence
that eats me whole
and spits me out
for my taste is droll
i live again
and change my ways
beast is there
counting my days
until i am
living all alone
watching me walk
within disgrace
with no will to talk
of things
that break me down
i am alone
my friend that beast now

Friday Dec 15, 2006

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DAMN YOU ALESIS!!!!

I ordered a new synth almost two months ago, and I still haven't received it. Apparently, Alesis had a problem with the processor that runs the synth, and has consequently put the newest shipment of processors through the wringer, and delayed production to make sure the problem is resolved.

One hand: I'm glad that I will be getting a good synth that...
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Sunday Dec 10, 2006

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The world is so quiet these days. Funny what changes can bring. It seems like so long since the format has changed, and it seems like so long since anyone has really seriously updated. (including myself)
persephone:
hahaha....thanks. and yeah, they are kind of creepy. I posted a couple more photos in the journal you so quickly commeneted on. Explanation is at the end of my journal entry.

Wednesday Dec 06, 2006

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I could never describe it to you. You wouldn't understand. Seriously, it's not within your grasp. I've seen the way your brain works, and there's no logic in my actions. It's all unreasonable. It's spontaneity, it's imaginative, it's a bit of insanity.

Saturday Nov 25, 2006

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My heart raced. Had I really come that close to making the same mistakes again. Mistakes that almost drove me mad before seemed to be happening again in some twisted deja vu. I found it odd how when you experience the same type of anxiety as you have been through before, you flash back to who and where you were when it happened before. It...
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coliwali:
Rough Thanksgiving I take it?

Tuesday Nov 07, 2006

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... and I realised just then something that I could not grasp. It was funny because in my head it all made sense, yet in that same head there was nothing. A curious calm became within me, and I have no idea where from, or why it came to be. I felt it, like a weight lifiting from my frame. The tired bones no longer...
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esther:
I was in tucson monday night, i should have fucking called. damn me

Wednesday Oct 25, 2006

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Went to the marquee on Monday Night with Coliwali to see KMFDM. I will tell you this much. KMFDM has been doing it for years, and they can still put on one hell of a concert.
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ambrosio:
I never have seen KMFDM live. One more thing to do. :-)
coliwali:
That was a general frustration at my inability to juggle my school work argggg.

Tuesday Oct 17, 2006

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Saw III comes out this weekend. For those of you with exceptional memories (or diligent enough to dig through past entries) I was not extremely excited about the 2nd installment in the Saw series. I feel relatively the same concerning the 3rd. I am anticipating an excellent movie, but not expecting one. Any thoughts on the subject?

Also, for those of you who didnt attend...
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coliwali:
Crap, I really wanna go to that show too! We could maybe car pool if that'll be an issue.
coliwali:
Hey you left tholse goggles in my car.

Once again, thanks for coming out.

Monday Aug 07, 2006

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Been wrapped up in the "normal life"... at times its great... then I look at what I have accomplished in the last week and think... damn... what am I doing?


kaylee:
kiss you're awesome

Saturday Jul 01, 2006

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It's funny how you let history repeat itself, yet you never learn from your mistakes.

I will be laughing when this ship finally takes on its last bit of water.

Monday Jun 19, 2006

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You're ability to remain so oblivious astounds me.
ambrosio:
Indeed; I have been a bad, neglectful friend.

How have you been?

Wednesday Jun 14, 2006

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Youre knight in shining armor is riding into the sunset, and you are not by his side. You should worry because nightfall is coming.
devi:
Yes, I'm sure that poor kid went to his posh suburban home, put on his tightest tapered leg jeans, combed his hair over his face and then sat in his room listing to some god awful music consisting of one badly strummed guitar and whinny vocals that echoed his thoughts of; 'why must all the worst things in life happen to me?'

Woe is the emo kid. Pity him and all of his horrible fate.
rainwolfkin:
my brain's done figuring it out, but it still takes forever to get to someone's page where you can comment on what they've said. why would they make it more difficult to chat to each other? (and this site likes to brag about the great community...)
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