Ever feel like your life is just going right down the tubes? Like everything you knew and felt was real might not have been? Well that's how I've been feeling the last couple of days. Friends, family, work and life. I've found that out of all those things maybe I don't deserve any of them. I can't take care of my friends, I can't make my family proud of me and it's getting to the point that my work stresses me out more than ever.
The world I thought I knew has been fading away like mist on a summer morning and my despair has been growing like a weed after a spring rain. Maybe that's the reason why I can't sleep and feel like my heart stops everytime I see people smiling and laughing with their family and friends. I see all of those people and feel like maybe my world should end sooner rather than later. Who knows maybe it will.
The world I thought I knew has been fading away like mist on a summer morning and my despair has been growing like a weed after a spring rain. Maybe that's the reason why I can't sleep and feel like my heart stops everytime I see people smiling and laughing with their family and friends. I see all of those people and feel like maybe my world should end sooner rather than later. Who knows maybe it will.