Saturday Aug 30, 2008

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Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again

So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn...
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meow:

Thanks for the comment on my Lunch Lady set! kiss

miao!!

sureality:



Come check out my new film in my journal, I think you will like it!

Saturday Aug 23, 2008

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ill scream on the inside
at the words in my head
telling me to keep back
keep focus
don't let them to close

the dark sky's in my mind clear away
bringing tears not of hurt
loving life just that much more

sinking slowly
drowning in
the chaos i created
disjointed from everything
that made me who i was
what i wanted to...
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Tuesday Aug 19, 2008

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Every day it's the same thing. I sit, I eat, I smoke and feel like ending it all.
I know it's not the proper thing to think about but the day you can control how you feel and how you think is the day you should be gone.
These are supposed to be the best years of my life. Who the hell are...
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tatian:

awwwwwwww.... no ending anything! I am so sorry u are feeling bad and lonely... me too... u are not alone! i'll be ur friend! come protect me! smile i wont make u lonely! hang in there... u are such a sweetie...

ppl tell me the same thing about "this time" supposeedly being the best time of my life... what a bunch a crap... if they only knew the whole truth and everything else.... they'd never say that to me...


awwwww...


i heart u!

kiss kiss kiss

stay strong! XOxoXO

tatian:

ur such a sweet heart...

too sweet...

to offer to endure my pain for me... wow... ur so genuinely nice, caring, self-less and noble... kiss

but... i wouldn't let you... remember, i dont want u hurting at all, let alone "more"...

XOxoXOxo

ur sweet... so sweet.

thank u for ur kind comment... thank u very much!

Friday Aug 01, 2008

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Ever feel like your life is just going right down the tubes? Like everything you knew and felt was real might not have been? Well that's how I've been feeling the last couple of days. Friends, family, work and life. I've found that out of all those things maybe I don't deserve any of them. I can't take care of...
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Wednesday May 28, 2008

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Ok I don't know if my life just sucks or if it's just the way I look at life.
I have lost pretty much every friend I have, all except my best friend but that doesn't mean it doesnt' suck.
I guess it's like the old addage "if you lose everyone around you maybe it's you".
Then on top of...
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Wednesday Jan 09, 2008

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Well it's official. I have had it with pretty much all the people here in my town.
I'm tired of getting threatened all the time and jackasses I work with. It seems all I get anymore are stupid ass people wanting to fight or start shit with my best friend of family. You know, I go out of my way to help people...
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vivid:

You are so sweet. Thank you so much.
Im just chewing over my options right now.

vivid:

happy birthday doll!

Saturday Dec 08, 2007

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"It's the most wonderful time of the year". When that was sang, that person obviously had someone to spend the time with. That person obviously didn't have to sit around and think or wonder if he would find someone. I have been single for a while now and that is fine but it just gets hard around this time of year. I'm...
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vivian:

Happy New Yearwink

vivid:

happy new year!
xoxox