Tuesday Nov 12, 2002

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i worked by myself today, painting my friends house, so by the time i was done i was sealed inside of a mind vaccum for almost 2 hours...the only thing that saved me was a hot shower.
johncocktoastin:
hot showers rule

Tuesday Nov 12, 2002

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my top favorite things at the moment:

bathing in candlelight
reading all day in bed
soy lattes
suicide girls
the strange desire i keep getting to cook and fix things around my house
(in no order of preference)
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t3chmonkey:
you're alive!
(thanks for letting me know)
you're parents and i were worried sick, missy. We were about to put out an APB on an invisible murder. And they are tricky to catch, let me tell you...
lefty:
my last boss at work ( i have a different boss now) loved to cook anything that he could think of... id come to work, and hed be like "dude guess what i made last night??....JUMBALYAH!! (or enchaladas typically)... it was funny how he got so excited over just cooking or something... man he was a great dude to work for... i miss him terribly...

Tuesday Nov 12, 2002

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baths are good. and candles. my rediscovered relaxation technique. as long as i can carve that 20 minutes out of my shedule just for me, everyting will continue to be swell.

Monday Nov 11, 2002

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i just got my cell phone bill and almost went pee in my pants when i saw how much it was...i didn't know i had enuf friends to use that much airtime on...this sucks. well, i guess i won't eat for the next two weeks...dang.

Sunday Nov 10, 2002

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i feel like i am suspended inevitably a breath from normalicy, so caught up in doing this nothing that i do not even realize that i am running in place, until times like these, when the emotion wells up inside of me and i feel the cage bars rattling and the panic comes creeping up softly, silently, taking all day to curl its shapeless fingers...
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t3chmonkey:
I hope that you just forgot to put a period on the end of your entry as opposed to just dropping dead mid sentence from malicious invisible fingers.
Not saracstic. I really do hope this.
mirkwoodmaiden:
after you get to see it. tell me what u think about it. trust me. that movie will be on your mind ALL day after you go see it.

Sunday Nov 10, 2002

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i am so computer illiterate that i just keep erasing my own enteries...interesting

Sunday Nov 10, 2002

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another decent day shot to crap...and i am the one left standing...

Sunday Nov 10, 2002

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raining. again. the more i read the more i want to sleep.
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earplug6947:
oh! the green BEAN. gotcha.
thanks for the chai tip!
gil:
no
i did not
thanx for playing smile

reading makes me tired too

Saturday Nov 09, 2002

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it didn't rain today. this is reason enuf to exist. my friend was in town from va for a couple of days, very nice to be with her again. went into east oakland today and photographed some incredible graffiti, tribute and farewell pieces, memories, soon to be erased from public mind like so much that refuses to be consumed by group reality...

Monday Nov 04, 2002

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i have been reading anything i can get my hands on lately...true to my escapist nature...need-more-reading-material...
lefty:
check out Gary Pullman's "The Golden Compass". its a trippy book, part of a trilogy that my best friend has read... he says it gets even trippier... im about 2/3 of the way through it, and i quite like it...

also check out "the song of Roland", and "The Iliad"... both very nice!
lefty:
nah the only thing ive read by palinhuk thus far is "fight club", but i quite enjoyed it. i was at hastings looking through the books yesterday, and i saw this one called "tattooed girl" that i really wanted to read. its about some girl that is found in a city, in shock from something, and she has head to toe fish scale tattoos... and she dosent know how she got them... it sounds crazy.. i wanna check it out... it almost sounds like a feminist book, but id be willing to sit through that cause it sounds like its more than just that, and if its about a tattooed girl, how bad can it be?

Friday Nov 01, 2002

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yesterday was the last day at a job that sucked my balls...i am so relieved, although occasionally the sensation was pleasant. moving forward feels like walking through water, slow but soft, slightly shifting my equilibrium...
mirkwoodmaiden:
i hope you can swim pretty good.