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quis custodiet ipsos custodes

some people aren't worth it. true.
some people drive you nuts with every stupid little thing they say.
some people are weak, flighty little things.
some people need to shut up. really. just. shut. up.
some people are needy as all hell.
some people sit around feeling sorry for themselves.
some people aren't worth your trust.
some people try to contact...
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quis custodiet ipsos custodes


there is love and sleeplessness and peace and anger and joy and libido and restlessness.
there is art and theatre and nekkedness and kissing and music and protein.
there is truth and fiction.
there are dreams and nothingness.
it's 2:28 here in des moines.
i love you.
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prudence:
okay, i won't. jesus- lighten up.
cypher:
charming.
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"and from the dark secluded valleys
i heard the ancient songs of sadness
but every step I thought of you
every footstep only you
and every star a grain of sand
the leavings of a dried up ocean
tell me, how much longer?
how much longer?"

the great hunger is upon me. i cannot rest properly. i dream in pain. i wake to melancholy. i...
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ozymandias:
Joel would be me.
demolitionkitten:
what did you lose, sir? Your mind?
Here... *have mine* ...It is of no use to me anyway...

Why do demons and ghouls hang out together?
Because demons are a ghouls best friend!

Sorry, I love stupid kids jokes.. you know- like the ones they have on the inside of laffy taffy's? and your page here needs to lighten up.

Send me your address. I will send you a postcard smile
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I can taste more than feel
This burning inside is so real
I can almost lay my hands upon
The warm glow that lingers on


there are dual sensations causing confusion and mass disability in my screwed up little noggin at the moment. anger and love. and love and anger.
i am gonna have to take action if either one or both continue.
have a...
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bettietwoguns:
well, sir . . . how about mine: anxiety and anticipation.


AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH!!!!

i need primal scream therapy.
cypher:
:/
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oh little girl
there are times when I feel
i'd rather not be
the one behind the wheel
come
pull my strings
watch me move
i do anything
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kamikazepilotgea:
you get no lollis...he's saved them all for me. If you dont believe me you can ask him ^_^
prudence:
i don't have to ask him. i already know. i'd be blind not to! but, he did offer me some suckers...maybe mr.cypherman has a little explaining to do!

wakka wakka
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"to the soul's desires the body listens
what the flesh requires keeps the heart imprisoned
what the spirit seeks the mind will follow
when the body speaks all else is hollow
i'm just an angel driving blindly through this world
i'm just a slave here at the mercy of a girl."

there are plateaus in any kind of growth it seems. just relax and allow...
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toads:
You put water into a cup, it becomes the cup. You put watter into a bottle, it becomse the bottle, you put watter into a kettle it becomes the kettle. Now water can flow, or it can Crash. Be water my friend.
kamikazepilotgea:
You out of all people have the nerve to speak of despair. You are never around or maybe just lurking behind the shadows. These games are splitting my head in two. I 'm not so sure I can come out and play anymore, maybe we should begin with hopscotch instead of hide and seek. Or how about this???:
http://theimaginaryworld.com/gamet29.jpg
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getting lost in the folds of your skirt
there's a price that I pay for my mission
a body in heaven and a mind full of dirt
how I suffer the sweetest condition
taken in by the delicate noise
knocked to the ground by the subtle thunder
shackled and bound by the sound of your voice
wandering around in silent wonder
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bettietwoguns:
you are doing some fruedian posting, sir.
joscelyne:
...the clouds are in the way of the sunshine.
No playing today. Just getting some priorities straight.
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when you hear me tap on your window. you'd better get on your knees and pray. panic is on the way.

feelings of disconnectedness.
i sit and stare until one of them approaches me.
they start up conversation.
i give them one of my unintentionally direct and apparently odd answers.
i get the look.
end conversation.
there's this girl...
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azura:
Thanks wink
demolitionkitten:
I'm not crazy..
You're the one that's crazy..
all I wanted was a pepsi!!
(that song always gets stuck in my head. Thanks a lot cypher, dear ;P)
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sit in the corner of your flat drinking a coffee and staring at various points in the room letting the mind wander where it will and contemplating where life will take you next. what loves? what experience? what trouble? can you handle it? can you deal with it? of course you can but now you're feeling so...tired. it isn't fresh and exciting like it was...
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kamikazepilotgea:
=^. .^=
solisis:
they are so important, those trivial things. i latch onto them too often to feel safe about myself. the results are my own desire to remain in observation of the macrosized play of life........ i want to watch more than i want to do.......
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"if you've been hiding from love
i can understand where you're coming from
if you've suffered enough
i can understand what you're thinking of
i can see the pain that you're frightened of
and I'm only here to bring you free love
let's make it clear that this is free love
no hidden catch no strings attached
just free love"

so i quote song lyrics...it's...
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prudence:
i'm sorry.

i miss you.

i'm lonely.

good bye.
spankenstein:
is that bad? does it make me intolerant..? Yes!

What has this person ever done to Irritate you and cause you stress?


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"if you've been hiding from love
i can understand where you're coming from
if you've suffered enough
i can understand what you're thinking of
i can see the pain that you're frightened of
and I'm only here to bring you free love
let's make it clear that this is free love
no hidden catch no strings attached
just free love"

so i quote song lyrics...it's...
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kamikazepilotgea:
"just stand there and look pretty"...Do I have to take that?? Getting harassed by geeks again. I'm off to play.
prudence:
i really hope the second paragraph wasn't directed at me. if it is, i told you before that i think it's great that you quote song lyrics; that i'm just an idiot b/c i can never recognize them.

if it's not, my mistake, i apologize. party on. i was just remembering the one conversation we did have on the subject when i saw that, and started thinking about your friends asking you why you wrote that, and you telling them what a bitch i am b/c i dissed the song lyrics in your journal.

i know. i'm paranoid. there's a red under my bed, and a little yellow man in my head.

see? i do it all the time.