cyberiouse

So the weekend went into it shitty but ended up pretty great.

I had a date planned on thursday and...... once again my ass got fucking stood up. Its a running plot thread in my life it seams. Get my hopes up for a date with a woman that seems very nice and sweet and then CRASH them down. Hell i could handle going on a date and having it end badly better but this getting stood up OVER and OVER is really wearing at me. Why? Why the hell does it keep happening to me? I have enough female friends on here. WHY? why do i keep getting stood up? why do women agree to go out on a date and then POOF either just don't show up or give me some excuse why they aren't going and then i hear very little or nothing from them ever again? What the fuck did i do wrong? I'm not an asshole. I'm not pushy or a dick. I am always very understanding and nice and sweet..... DO i have to START being an asshole? Is that what it takes? Cause all the guys i know who are dicks seem to get dates all the time. but then all i hear from all my female friends is how they are sick of dating guys who are dicks ... WTF?

But i degress the weekend itself was quite awesome. The store i usually work at. the store manager took a vacation over the weekend and so i got to cover and work fri-mon there. It honestly was so awesome. It was OMG so busy and i did WAY over budget just for the 4 days. Which not only means that the store is doing good but its a good start for me and Dwight(the store manager) with our commission checks for the end of the month My commission check last month was only lke $250 which is fine but not great. JUST for the last 4 days i did over $11,000 in sales. I get 1% commission every month (yes i also get a decent hourly pay too) so just for the last four days for the beginning of the month i have put my commission check at $110 and i still have 26 days to go .........well not EXACTLY 26 days since i don't work EVERY day but still i have enough time to do even more