cyanide81

I've met someone! We met in such a random unexpected way. We have been texting for a few days, and we had our first date tonight, and it went very well. Then we each went home and immediately started texting each other.

It's been incredible so far!

This brings me to my next point. The way I've been on here in my blogs. I've been extremely negative towards myself in the past, and I've insisted that no one cares about me, even though I know it's not true.

In the process, I've alienated someone on here, and hurt her feelings. I feel absolutely terrible about it, and I've told her so. I can only hope that she believes me sincere when I tell her that I'm very sorry. And while we don't talk nearly as often as either of us would like, I want her to know that I consider her a very dear friend, and I want her to know that I want nothing more than for her to be happy, and to forgive me. I'm not naming names because it really isn't anyone's concern besides she and myself, but she knows who she is.

I hope all is well with everyone else as well, and please, if any of you read this, respond! I want to stop being so shut in, and I want to get to know you all better than I do!