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sigh


ive tried anti-depresants and anti-anxiety medication before, and it didnt work for me, but i think i need to try again and find something that DOES work.

I just cant seem to control my emotions. I finally heard from her, and i had jumped to conclusions again.

I need to learn to relax and just let what happens happen
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lone_ranger:
take care man.

check your inbox
cassy:
well like i said i'm serious if i can help. i know i'm just a stranger but sometimes just another perspective is helpful *hugs*
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Not doing well today. I really wish I had more in me than sadness, but I just don't
robotsatemyhair:
I say... EAT TOFU!!!!

Cause it's yummy...


I put a few pics in my new blog. http://vimeo.com/63842659 Here's a link to the video. He's going to make a better one at some point.
lone_ranger:
I've been there bro.

hang in there. send me a PM. I've got experience from all angles in this sort of thing.

drop me a PM.
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Maybe it's the alcamohol talking, but dammit. No more negativity. CHANGE. Change is what I need an change is what I'll do
lufae:
change is always good smile
cavort:
biggrin
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Drinking now. Never drink when I'm depressed. Never. But I am now
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I really feel like I've ruined my life beyond repair
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cavort:
What have you possibly done to feel your life is irreparable?
Thats sad to hear, I hope you can move past this and turn it around.
cavort:
Bad decisions happen, and it's not impossible to come back from. I've come back from many long strings of what could be considered terrible choices.
You just have to pick a moment to start trying, hope you make some good strides and choices. You'll probably fuck up along the way, who doesn't.
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Dammit, I knew it. I knew when she didn't reply that night that something happened.

She WAS in a car accident. Hit by a drunk driver, broke her arm in 4 places and had to have surgery.

I think her phone was damaged in the accident, so she wasn't able to contact me earlier.
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robotsatemyhair:
wink
robotsatemyhair:
smile
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robotsatemyhair:
I had seizures when I was a kid. That's actually common amongst kids with Aspergers. Tantrums mean somethings triggering her, from what I'm reading... so they should try to figure out what's causing it. It could be sound or light or clothing, any number of things.
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They haven't found my variance yet, so I get an unpaid day off today blackeyed
terilyn:
frown