cyanide81

Tonight is my last night in my apartment


I'm happy im out of my last job, and happy that ive got a new one lined up, but im still really depressed. Ive been slowly packing for the last week, and throwing away a lot of things i dont need anymore. Things I used to love too.

I know this is best in the long run, but i feel horrible about it. I dont want to be living with my Mom and Dad. I'll be leaving my tiny apartment for an even tinier bedroom. I'll feel i have to continue putting off dating.

|To top it off, with the hour long commute i am now going to have for work, I am most likely going to need a new car soon. My car isnt doing great at all. So I'm worried i will be stuck at my parents for a long time because i will be stuck with a car payment, meaning i wouldnt be able to afford to move out again.

I just feel like everywhere i turn is a dead end