cyanide81

She died last night My dad texted me (he didnt call because he didnt know if i was sleeping or not) while he was at work, saying my mom caled him saying she found her. He said my mom was a wreck. SO i headed over to their house to take care of things. Ive never had to do that before, and it was rough.... but i didnt want to leave her there lying in the middle of the floor.

I'm dealing with it better than i thought i would, but thats because i said my goodbyes to her weeks ago. She was a tough (and stubborn) cat, who fought like hell to the end. She never lost her appetite, and she still seemed very alert when i last saw her alive. She lived a good long life, and i think she knew she was loved. I'm gonna miss her, but i am glad she's at peace now


As for me, i think i overreacted with my last blog. I dont think its kidney failure anymore, but something is definitly going on. I'm feeling much better overall, but there's still a weird feeling/pressure in my left kidney. I'm looking into getting medical insurance, but i need to find a plan i can afford

Because of this whole health issue, i've really started watching what i'm eating and drinking. I've mostly only had chicken/turkey/eggs this past 2 weeks, and i've only drank water, and a little green tea. I've decided to mostly cut red meat out of my diet, only having it on the rare occassion. It's one of the things ive read that i should avoid with kidney stones/kidney issues, but with my overall health and my weight, it's probably a good thing to restrict from my diet anyways. I've lost 15 lbs so far sicne i was weighed at the urgent care on the 23rd last month.

I hope all is well with everyone else!