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I am sooo WILD.. i and this hoy boy spooned this weekend.. I think I am soo wild~~ lol
YEAH I DO FEEL LIKE SHIT

i am losing you,..
i am losing you..
I thought i was soo good with controliing my emotion.. this is such a torture. Shit, stop being icy cold all the time. you know you are beautiful,, u just don't want me to c your inner beauty.. what are you afraid of?

or you just loathe me.....

ok, i was bored last night..and this guy started to talk to me 4 in the morning!!!
scarying old internet perverts is fun!!
Misterlifto: hello
Ruda888: hi
Misterlifto: all is well?
Ruda888: yeap
Misterlifto: i'm james
Misterlifto: waterford
Ruda888: MICHIGAN?
Misterlifto: yes
Misterlifto: near p[ontiac
Ruda888: oh
do i know you?
Misterlifto: yes
Misterlifto: i'm off walton
Ruda888: cool asl?

Misterlifto: 48 male james
Ruda888:...
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ahh this is the worst Spring break of all. I am kinda taking it easy,, and went to a library to study today.. yeah responsive law isn't too boring.. i 've got more boards.. I want to do something religiously controversial shit.. but i don't want to be too typical.. i need to brainstorm.. I am so enjoying this weather.. I fucking love it..I almost...
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gosh,, life sux..and this krazy complicated drama makes me sick.. I think it was wrong of me or soemthing?

my tummy is killing me and shit.. ohwell. iguess i should be happy.. cause i will have my period pretty soon.

although this is my spring break, i am still here,, being pathetic, depressed, questioning for nothing..

Am i supposed to open up? damn,.. no one...
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yeah it is warm. and rainy,,,
I am feeling fucking tired, i think i am about to have my period soon.. I need a new blind and new bed sheet sets.,. my cat pissed on my bed....ew....

this is my spring break..but i am not doing anything.. boo!!!

I feel like a shit today. I m listening to a cd my friend made me.. I like when people make me cd..

ok i have a bad fucking memory and i need to

- pay my cellphone bill
- get a money order for my parking ticket
- buy bew blinds
- take pics of more shadows
- get bigger bristol board
- get...
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damn it, my left nipple is killing me,, I changed a barbell to a horseshoe.. oh well.

I am soo late for writing this fucking paper.. shit,, oh well. i 've got lotta books so that should help..

I really don't know what I am doing for a spring break next week.

I dunno why i am so closed and can't express my feelings. I...
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I watched "Triplets of Belleville".. It was a nice French/Canadian movei.. I really enjoyed it,, It was very nice in a very subtle way.. All those old people loved it, too.. Gosh, My period just started and..gosh it hurts!!!

I am up so early.. and trying to get some work done.. I have beeen vey fucking lazy...

I got this Thai this last night,, it...
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yeah,, I finished half of my design assignment,..everyone should be proud of me.

I bought some immunitions from Meijier.. and I am gonna go to a shooting range again b4 I go to class..

I cleaned my living room.. I feel so weird.. my living room is usually a big mess..but i cleaned it cause my friends were visiting me.. Matt just told me that...
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