crunchykitty

I was at my wits end with the tech industry over a year ago. things seem better now that I've been trying other things. as for account closures, I killed the autorenew on mine and it goes away next may.

wow you need to update

what up with the interview and/or the stalker????

Hey, where you at?

Thanks.

Funny how things seem to happen like that. Funny in that I want to kill the world, but later it may be funny, kind of way. Odd would be a better word. I stopped counting myself, but it's been almost a year.

Thanks for wishing me a happy birthday. I didn't even go out. Not too many friends anymore, so I just stayed home and got drunk with my roommates.

I'm thinking of doing something like a picknik/bbq type thing for my birthday, but I don't know yet. I would like you to go if I do decide to do anything.

i really do know u mean about hearing it ... i used to hear it everyday from someone who really ment it and now nothing ... makes me wonder y i would let someone like that go .... "sigh" yeah i miss thoughs words too

sappy rocks.

01. Bought everyone in the pub a drink-*
02. Swam with wild dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain-*
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
06. Held a tarantula.-*
***07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone-*
***08. Said I love you and meant it-*
***09. Hugged a tree
***10. Done a striptease-*
11. Bungee jumped
***12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea-*
***14. Stayed up all night long, and watched the sun rise-*
15. Seen the Northern Lights-*
***16. Gone to a huge sports game-*
17. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
***18. Grown and eaten your own vegetables-*
19. Touched an iceberg
***20. Slept under the stars-*
***21. Changed a babys diaper-*
22. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
***23. Watched a meteor shower-*
***24. Gotten drunk on champagne-*
25. Given more than you can afford to charity-*
***26. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope-*
***27. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment-*
***28. Had a food fight-*
29. Bet on a winning horse.
***30. Taken a sick day when youre not ill-*
***31. Asked out a stranger-*
32. Had a snowball fight-*
33. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier
***34. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can-*
35. Held a lamb
***36. Enacted a favorite fantasy-*
***37. Taken a midnight skinny dip-*
38. Taken an ice cold bath
***39. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar-*
***40. Seen a total eclipse-*
***41. Ridden a roller coaster-*
42. Hit a home run-*
***43. Fit three weeks miraculously into three days
***44. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking-*
***45. Adopted an accent for an entire day
***46. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
***47. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment-*
***48. Had two hard drives for your computer
49. Visited all 50 states
50. Loved your job for all accounts-*
***51. Taken care of someone who was shit faced-*
52. Had enough money to be truly satisfied-*
***53. Had amazing friends-*
54. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
55. Watched wild whales
56. Stolen a sign
57. Backpacked in Europe
***58. Taken a road-trip-*
59. Gone rock climbing-*
60. Lied to foreign governments official in that country to avoid notice
***61. Midnight walk on the beach-*
62. Gone sky diving
63. Visited Ireland
***64. Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love at the moment frown
65. In a restaurant, sat at a strangers table and had a meal with them
66. Visited Japan
67. Bench-pressed your own weight-*
68. Milked a cow
69. Alphabetized your records-*
***70. Pretended to be a superhero-*
71. Sung karaoke-*
***72. Lounged around in bed all day-*
73. Posed nude in front of strangers
***74. Gone scuba diving
75. Got it on to Lets Get It On by Marvin Gaye
***76. Kissed in the rain-*
***77. Played in the mud-*
***78. Played in the rain-*
***79. Gone to a drive-in theater-*
***80. Done something you should regret, but dont regret it-*
81. Visited the Great Wall of China
82. Discovered that someone whos not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog
***83. Dropped Windows in favor of something better
***84. Started a business - in a manner of speaking
***86. Toured ancient sites
87. Taken a martial arts class-*
88. Had sword fought for the honor of a woman
***89. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
90. Gotten married-*
91. Been in a movie
92. Crashed a party
***93. Loved someone you shouldnt have-*
***94. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy
95. Gotten divorced-*
***96. Had sex at the office
97. Gone without food for 5 days-*
***98. Made cookies from scratch-*
99. Won first prize in a talent contest
100. Ridden a gondola in Venice
101. Gotten a tattoo
102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on. - Suede-*
103. Rafted the Snake River
104. Been on television news programs as an expert
***105. Got flowers for no reason
***106. Masturbated in a public place
***107. Got so drunk you dont remember anything-*
***108. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug-*
***109. Performed on stage
***110. Been to Las Vegas
111. Recorded music
112. Eaten shark-*
***113. Had a one-night stand
114. Gone to Thailand
115. Seen a Broadway play on Broadway
116. Bought a house-*
117. Been in a combat zone
118. Buried one/both of your parents
***119. Shaved or waxed your pubic hair off-*
120. Been on a cruise ship
***121. Spoken more than one language fluently
122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
123. Bounced a check-*
124. Performed in Rocky Horror
***125. Read - and understood - your credit report
126. Raised children
***127. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy
128. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
***129. Created and named your own constellation of stars
130. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
***131. Found out something significant that your ancestors did
132. Called or written your Congress person-*
133. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over-*
134. more than once?
135. Walked the Brooklyn Bridge
***136. Sang loudly in the car, and didnt stop when you knew someone was looking
137. Had a wall of your bedroom covered with a beach picture
138. Had plastic surgery
***139. Survived an accident that you shouldnt have survived-*
***140. Wrote articles for a large publication
141. Lost/Gained over 100 pounds
142. Held someone while they were having a flashback
143. Piloted an airplane
***144. Petted a stingray-*
***145. Broken someones heart-*
146. Helped an animal give birth
***147. Been fired or laid off from a job-*
148. Won money on a T.V. game show
149. Broken a bone-*
150. Saved a human life
151. Gone on an African photo safari
152. Ridden a motorcycle-*
***153. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100mph-*
***154. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
***155. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol-*
156. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild-*
***157. Ridden a horse-*
***158. Had major surgery-*
159. Had sex on a moving train - I miss Russia!
160. Had a snake as a pet-*
161. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
162. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
***163. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
164. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states
165. Visited all 7 continents
166. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
***167. Eaten ostrich meat
168. Been a sperm or egg donor/Used donated sperm or eggs
***169. Gone swimming in an ocean
***170. Eaten sushi-*
***171. Had your picture in the newspaper-*
***172. Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime
***173. Changed someones mind about something you care deeply about?
***174. Gotten someone fired for their actions
***175. Gone back to school
176. Gone sailing
177. Changed your name
178. Petted a cockroach
179. Eaten fried green tomatoes-*
180. Read The Iliad
***181. Selected one important author who you missed in school, and read-*
***182. Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them
183. and gotten 86ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you
***184. Taught yourself an art from scratch-*
185. Killed and prepared an animal for eating-*
186. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt-*
187. Skipped all your school reunions-*
***188. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
189. Been elected to public office
190. Written your own computer language
191. Thought to yourself that youre living your dream-*
192. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
193. Built your own PC from parts
194. Sold your own artwork to someone who didnt know you
195. Had a booth at a street fair
***196. Dyed your hair
197. Been a DJ
***198. Testified in court-*
***199. Written a poem-*
200. Been arrested
Thanks for asking and perhaps I can put a star next to some more of the ?'s one day.

01. Bought everyone in the pub a drink
02. Swam with wild dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
06. Held a tarantula.
07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone***
08. Said I love you and meant it***
09. Hugged a tree
10. Done a striptease***
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris***
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea***
14. Stayed up all night long, and watched the sun rise***
15. Seen the Northern Lights
16. Gone to a huge sports game***
17. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa***
18. Grown and eaten your own vegetables***
19. Touched an iceberg
20. Slept under the stars
21. Changed a babys diaper***
22. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
23. Watched a meteor shower***
24. Gotten drunk on champagne***
25. Given more than you can afford to charity
26. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope***
27. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment***
28. Had a food fight
29. Bet on a winning horse.
30. Taken a sick day when youre not ill***
31. Asked out a stranger***
32. Had a snowball fight***
33. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier
34. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can***
35. Held a lamb
36. Enacted a favorite fantasy***
37. Taken a midnight skinny dip
38. Taken an ice cold bath
39. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
40. Seen a total eclipse
41. Ridden a roller coaster***
42. Hit a home run***
43. Fit three weeks miraculously into three days***
44. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
45. Adopted an accent for an entire day
46. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
47. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
48. Had two hard drives for your computer***
49. Visited all 50 states
50. Loved your job for all accounts***
51. Taken care of someone who was shit faced***
52. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
53. Had amazing friends***
54. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country***
55. Watched wild whales
56. Stolen a sign
57. Backpacked in Europe
58. Taken a road-trip***
59. Gone rock climbing
60. Lied to foreign governments official in that country to avoid notice
61. Midnight walk on the beach***
62. Gone sky diving
63. Visited Ireland
64. Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love .....Her name was Jennifer***
65. In a restaurant, sat at a strangers table and had a meal with them***
66. Visited Japan
67. Bench-pressed your own weight***
68. Milked a cow
69. Alphabetized your records
70. Pretended to be a superhero
71. Sung karaoke
72. Lounged around in bed all day***
73. Posed nude in front of strangers
74. Gone scuba diving
75. Got it on to Lets Get ItOn by Marvin Gaye
76. Kissed in the rain***
77. Played in the mud***
78. Played in the rain***
79. Gone to a drive-in theater***
80. Done something you should regret, but dont regret it***
81. Visited the Great Wall of China
82. Discovered that someone whos not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog
83. Dropped Windows in favor of something better
84. Started a business - in a manner of speaking***
86. Toured ancient sites***
87. Taken a martial arts class***
88. Had sword fought for the honor of a woman***
89. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight***
90. Gotten married
91. Been in a movie
92. Crashed a party***
93. Loved someone you shouldnt have***
94. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy***
95. Gotten divorced
96. Had sex at the office***
97. Gone without food for 5 days
98. Made cookies from scratch
99. Won first prize in a talent contest
100. Ridden a gondola in Venice
101. Gotten a tattoo
102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on.
103. Rafted the Snake River
104. Been on television news programs as an expert
105. Got flowers for no reason
106. Masturbated in a public place***
107. Got so drunk you dont remember anything
108. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug
109. Performed on stage
110. Been to Las Vegas***
111. Recorded music
112. Eaten shark
113. Had a one-night stand
114. Gone to Thailand
115. Seen a Broadway play on Broadway
116. Bought a house
117. Been in a combat zone
118. Buried one/both of your parents
119. Shaved or waxed your pubic hair off***
120. Been on a cruise ship***
121. Spoken more than one language fluently
122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone***
123. Bounced a check***
124. Performed in Rocky Horror
125. Read - and understood - your credit report***
126. Raised children***
127. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy
128. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
129. Created and named your own constellation of stars
130. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
131. Found out something significant that your ancestors did
132. Called or written your Congress person***
133. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
134. more than once?
135. Walked the Brooklyn Bridge
136. Sang loudly in the car, and didnt stop when you knew someone was looking***
137. Had a wall of your bedroom covered with a beach picture
138. Had plastic surgery
139. Survived an accident that you shouldnt have survived*
140. Wrote articles for a large publication
141. Lost/Gained over 100 pounds***
142. Held someone while they were having a flashback
143. Piloted an airplane
144. Petted a stingray
145. Broken someones heart***
146. Helped an animal give birth
147. Been fired or laid off from a job***
148. Won money on a T.V. game show
149. Broken a bone
150. Saved a human life***
151. Gone on an African photo safari
152. Ridden a motorcycle
153. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100mph***
154. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
155. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol***
156. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
157. Ridden a horse
158. Had major surgery
159. Had sex on a moving train
160. Had a snake as a pet
161. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
162. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
163. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
164. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states***
165. Visited all 7 continents
166. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
167. Eaten ostrich meat
168. Been a sperm or egg donor/Used donated sperm or eggs
169. Gone swimming in an ocean***
170. Eaten sushi***
171. Had your picture in the newspaper
172. Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime***
173. Changed someones mind about something you care deeply about?***
174. Gotten someone fired for their actions
175. Gone back to school***
176. Gone sailing
177. Changed your name
178. Petted a cockroach
179. Eaten fried green tomatoes
180. Read The Iliad
181. Selected one important author who you missed in school, and read***
182. Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them***
183. and gotten 86ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you
184. Taught yourself an art from scratch***
185. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
186. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
187. Skipped all your school reunions
188. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language***
189. Been elected to public office
190. Written your own computer language
191. Thought to yourself that youre living your dream
192. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
193. Built your own PC from parts***
194. Sold your own artwork to someone who didnt know you***
195. Had a booth at a street fair
196. Dyed your hair
197. Been a DJ
198. Testified in court
199. Written a poem***
200. Been arrested

the pain never truely disapears. Understanding just makes it easier to experience.

i know where u r coming from i am dealing with the same thing ... she says hi on the computer ... no big deal ... but when i see her face top face .... its enough to kill me so i know what u r feeling ...

nice little guy ... to bad u had to get rid of him but very understandable ..... getting in the car with u ... whats done must be done ..... lol ......

wow. are you positive that was the species of spider on the door?
I generally don't have arachniphobia but seeing that would certainly spook me a bit.

what about the hot sauce?

mine is pretty sucky too, no big partys and was lonley

Oh!! A photographer! I was thinking about getting a DSLR. Any recommendations? Right now I'm looking at the Canon 20D and the Nikon D70.

Linux is fun, once you get the hang of it.

Happy New Year!