Monday Dec 29, 2003

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i thought i was over traci...

i wasn't, believe me.

when she told me we aren't going to get back together ever again, i started crying. that was around midnight. i am still fucking crying, and it's almost five in the morning.

i still love her. i miss her...

but she tore my heart out.
yet she still wants to 'hang out' with me.
fuck...

girls need to all learn how to make sense, to us retarded guys, man... what the hell!?

someone please, just murder me now, because life isn't worth living through this kind of pain...
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brokenglassheart:
hey, sounds rough man. i'm sorry to hear that you're going through shit with girls. that's the worst. anyways, thought i would say hi. wink
ash:
I agree, the only way to get over someone is to fall for someone else. Its very difficult. All I can say to help you is that everyone in life goes through this ... some much more than others. But everyone gets through it eventually. It took me 2 fucking years to get over my ex ... 2 years!! It seemed like an eternity. I dated around to try and forget, but I couldnt forget. It was awful. But eventually the pain wore off and I became my normal self again. My advice to you ...

Hang out with your friends a lot**, they will help you get through this! There's nothing like some good friends to boost your self esteem and make u feel good. If you start to feel shitty again, call one of them up. From the looks of your journal, you have a *lot* of friends here, so take advantage of that. The more you occupy your time, the less time u will have to feel shitty ... so take up a new hobby. If you dont know what hobbies interest you ... then I can make some suggestions, ok? Hang in there, hun. We all go through it. 6 months down the line, u might laugh abt it wink

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