Wednesday Feb 04, 2004

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wow.

i haven't posted forever. and i was all girl depressed last time.

i feel like a pity-machine.

so how are y'all?

i'm good, still single, and unemployed... but hey, it stopped raining. hah. i need to go to a good show.

god i haven't gotten laid in a long time...
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monica:
i need to go to a good show to
edea:
Aww i hope things get better 4 you! Get out an have some fun!!!!!!!!!

Saturday Jan 10, 2004

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hey there,
thanks girls [and one guy, heh] for all the advice.

you're very sweet.
though i did get over it myself i think after a few days. maybe a week. i wasn't as in love as i thought. but, whatever.

i like this other girl, and have, for quite awhile. i doubt i have a chance. but i hope so. cause she's fucking beautiful....
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roby:
hi hi kiss
brokenglassheart:
girls are stupid. so are guys though. i think i'm gonna try to be one of those asexual people. amor es perros my friend. i hate to sound like a negative bastard, but most of my experiences with love haven't been the best. take your time. you have your whole life ahead of you to find love. don't look for it, let it find you. be patient and you will be suprised with the outcome. that is the only advice i can give, sweetie. kiss

Monday Dec 29, 2003

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i thought i was over traci...

i wasn't, believe me.

when she told me we aren't going to get back together ever again, i started crying. that was around midnight. i am still fucking crying, and it's almost five in the morning.

i still love her. i miss her...

but she tore my heart out.
yet she still wants to 'hang out' with me.
fuck......
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brokenglassheart:
hey, sounds rough man. i'm sorry to hear that you're going through shit with girls. that's the worst. anyways, thought i would say hi. wink
ash:
I agree, the only way to get over someone is to fall for someone else. Its very difficult. All I can say to help you is that everyone in life goes through this ... some much more than others. But everyone gets through it eventually. It took me 2 fucking years to get over my ex ... 2 years!! It seemed like an eternity. I dated around to try and forget, but I couldnt forget. It was awful. But eventually the pain wore off and I became my normal self again. My advice to you ...

Hang out with your friends a lot**, they will help you get through this! There's nothing like some good friends to boost your self esteem and make u feel good. If you start to feel shitty again, call one of them up. From the looks of your journal, you have a *lot* of friends here, so take advantage of that. The more you occupy your time, the less time u will have to feel shitty ... so take up a new hobby. If you dont know what hobbies interest you ... then I can make some suggestions, ok? Hang in there, hun. We all go through it. 6 months down the line, u might laugh abt it wink

Saturday Dec 27, 2003

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either sarah needs to go out with me...

or i just need to get laid.

maybe both.

or the second could be part of the first. sweet.

love gavin.
xoxo.
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beledi:
a little from column a, a little from column b wink
ovida:
I know a Sarah...She's a magician...well, not really, but it sounds really neat.

Friday Dec 26, 2003

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christmas is over.

how was yours?

please tell me.

mine was good. i couldn't eat my moms food, though. she didn't know i was now vegetarian.

oh well, the soup and mashed potatoes were good. just no tasty chicken anymore.

love gavin.
x fucking o.
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beledi:
you are approved. three very good reasons, and a wonderful explanation of the disco king! biggrin
lane:
my xmas was great... the vegetarian thing is always a problem, yeah...

kiss

Thursday Dec 25, 2003

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it's christmas.

i am now a vegetarian. for life, yo.

and i only ate a little minestrone soup.

cigarettes suck on the appetite front.

word up to your mother.

love gavin jules.

ps. merry fucking christmas, y'alls.

Thursday Dec 25, 2003

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HAPPY CHRISTMAS!

MERRY CHANUKAH!

HAPPY YEAR NEWS!



hah.

not that funny, but i'm bored.

happy birthday justin.

Thursday Dec 25, 2003

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HAPPY CHRISTMAS!

MERRY CHANUKAH!

HAPPY YEAR NEWS!



hah.

not that funny, but i'm bored.

happy birthday justin.

Saturday Dec 20, 2003

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i am going to intermittentally post poems i wrote for the monterey poetry slams. feel free to constructively criticise, flame, slander, or compliment my poetry.



on the road.

i want to get back on the road.
i can feel it already,
calling, no--beckoning to me.

BUT MY CAR BLEW UP!!!

i feel like i am stuck in jack kerouac's bad dream.
and this is not...
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all0nblack:
Is Ishmael that good? I work in the worlds largest new/used book store... I sell the fuck out of that book and I have never heard of it until two weeks ago.
crimson_homicide:
i am random.

if it's that annoying, fuck off.

christ.


love gavin.
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Thursday Dec 11, 2003

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there's no need for fighting, any sex is personal...
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libby:
look at all this pink!!!!! it makes me horny! lol

whoa i think i got lung cancer just from looking at ur pics. bwahaa *cough gag cough*

smoke cocktail cigarettes. theyre better for u!!! wink ok maybe not but the vanilla ones sure do taste good. mmmhmm!

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crimson_homicide:
that's actually a quote from a song by the Faint. and yes, i smoke, but they are fun to take pictures with, theres alot more stuff you can do to pose, when there is a burning cylindrical object hanging from your lips.

Monday Dec 08, 2003

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i'm bored.

and tv sucks...

if anyone knows of any good books to read, please feel free to recommend.

i like sci-fi, scientific theory, beat, comedy, political satire... anything, really.

i just need something new to read, i can feel my brain rotting. too bad i don't get hbo, i missed the SG special.

laters,

love gavin.
x fuckin' o.
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edea:
StarTrekEncyclopedia, The Physics of StarTrek, The Biology of StarTrek, Beyond StarTrek, Manual of the Planes, GreyhawkGazateer.

just to name a fewwink
snow:
hmmmm.....i just keep reading the hobbit over, and over, and over, and over.....

Wednesday Dec 03, 2003

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i added some old pictures, that i just decided to upload.

cause i have guns in them.

yeah i look kinda bad in all of them, but, i dunno, i have lost alotta weight since then.

[the picture on the profile is from the newest set, my jaw is alot more pronounced.]

fuck... i should stop looking at myself so much. really... i think i...
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