crashberry

I don't remember the last time I felt this utterly crushed, broken, and devastated. I feel as though the light inside me has gone out and my hopes and dreams have come crashing down around me.

I am in pretty dim spirits right now. I skipped bowling night with my friends, and my roommate yelled at me for doing so, on a account that I shouldn't be worried about this, and I should really detach myself from this situation. She always fucking has to disagree with me. Why can't she just console me?!?! I don't need to explain anything...and she doesn't need to understand anything but I AM UPSET! It just made me more upset...as she usually does when I try to express my discontent. OH well...