So, I've been wanting to update the last few days, but I obviously didn't. The reason why is because I wanted to have an entry where I didn't bitch the whole time. At my age you'd think I would know, but I'm not sure if bitching is the only way I know to convey information. I occasionally read some journals (mostly the girls on my favorites list, as well as others), and they all don't seem to whine that much. I mean, everyone has bad times and good times, both of which are swirled into this thing called life, but when I read my old entries all I mostly see is negativity.
I don't know if anyone ever does this, but my mind rambles on and sometimes I imagine conversations I could see myself having with people, if that makes any sense. In one conversation I imagine somebody random who has known me since I was very little asking me, "I remember you used to be such a happy kid. What happened?" Then I reply, "The world has crushed my spirit." Wow, that sounds kind of dark, almost too dark. Lets hope nobody ever asks me that question, okay.
The clock on my computer says it is 7:17 AM. I was planning on being in bed by 4 AM at the latest, but that didn't happen. I guess it doesn't even really matter, sleeping in today will be fine. I don't have to be in class until 6 PM, and I have very little to do before then, so sleeping until 3 should be cool. The class I have today is the only one I actually look forward to, so between that and sleeping in, today looks like it might be kind of cool, at least for a homebody like me.
In other news, I'm clean shaven for the first time in four years and I don't like it. I got tired of the weird full hippie beard I've been sporting for at least six months, so I shaved it off on Monday. I can't wait until I grow my standard chin pubes back. I think I look weird without some hair on my chin, like the hair balances my face somehow.
If anyone cares, I still haven't found a job yet. But then again, I haven't really been looking, funny how that works. Blah, I've ran out of things to ramble about. Hmmm, I think I did a pretty good job at not bitching too much this time. Maybe having a positive outlook isn't complete and utter bullshit. Or not.
Whatever, time to get to bed. Nothing like hitting the hay when the sun is up. Smell you later.
I don't know if anyone ever does this, but my mind rambles on and sometimes I imagine conversations I could see myself having with people, if that makes any sense. In one conversation I imagine somebody random who has known me since I was very little asking me, "I remember you used to be such a happy kid. What happened?" Then I reply, "The world has crushed my spirit." Wow, that sounds kind of dark, almost too dark. Lets hope nobody ever asks me that question, okay.
The clock on my computer says it is 7:17 AM. I was planning on being in bed by 4 AM at the latest, but that didn't happen. I guess it doesn't even really matter, sleeping in today will be fine. I don't have to be in class until 6 PM, and I have very little to do before then, so sleeping until 3 should be cool. The class I have today is the only one I actually look forward to, so between that and sleeping in, today looks like it might be kind of cool, at least for a homebody like me.
In other news, I'm clean shaven for the first time in four years and I don't like it. I got tired of the weird full hippie beard I've been sporting for at least six months, so I shaved it off on Monday. I can't wait until I grow my standard chin pubes back. I think I look weird without some hair on my chin, like the hair balances my face somehow.
If anyone cares, I still haven't found a job yet. But then again, I haven't really been looking, funny how that works. Blah, I've ran out of things to ramble about. Hmmm, I think I did a pretty good job at not bitching too much this time. Maybe having a positive outlook isn't complete and utter bullshit. Or not.
Whatever, time to get to bed. Nothing like hitting the hay when the sun is up. Smell you later.