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very sad today...not sure why.
got home.
took a shower.
a really really hot shower.
feel better now.

a boy asked me out, i said yes, and now i am feeling really bad about my self image.

does this happen to anyone else?

why can't i take something good and let it just be good instead of fucking it up somehow.

he thought i was...
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echobunny:
who are you kidding?
you are freakish....
and issues...you have enough to open a magazine shop!!

hahahahaha

girl, we've been through this since you were 15 years old and we'd go to the gallery and you had a crush on the guy who worked in merry-go-round....or was it chess king?...anyway, we both know, as well as everyone else here apparently, that you ROCK!
stop being a mister poopy pants and get on with it!!

nothin' but love!
-EB
lundona:
Yes indeed, you must have learned some mean voice inside that takes you down when you start to feel up. I get that when I have someone whom I actually atracted to and my self image goes in the can, I'm not this, not that, but in the same breath I can be so "i'm too hot for you" if someone expresses an interest in me, even if they are considerd more of a catch than the one I like..does that makes sense? Hmm OMG great now I have to go look at my stuff again wink

Hey, you don't need ego stroking or support other than from that voice, I'd tell him or her to go fuckemselves, then go burn brite like the complete vixen that we all know you are! Oh, and I'm sure he's feeling just the same way.
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the gratuitous bust shot.
not that its anything to look at....
feeling very self depricating today.
sorry

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bettietwoguns:
you and me both.
drstinkypants:
you dont look very happy there. but cute, like youre getting ready for ballet or something. did the date with the art boy happen yet?
now YOURE throwing a wrench into my idea of you with this whole art boy thing hmmm.
and now its too late for me to put the moves on you. prolly for the best though, my moves arent too impressive.
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everything is funny today!!

....btw i said yes to the dorky little artsy boy who asked me out.
hmmmmm, wonder where we are going to go.

gimme you're perfect first date ideas....
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maelwys:
Don't think I'm qualified to awnser this one. When I met Cavelle we went to the pub. Other than that in the early days we went to the London Dungeon, shopping in Camden and Rokkit Tattoo's in NW London. Crap, none of that is exactly romantic.
catdad:
ya, what catsmeow said. only can we have hard cider instead of red wine?
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when i was young i was in love....
...in love with everything...
...and now there's only you...
...now there's only you.
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maelwys:
smile

I'm currently in love with central heating, hot tea and skulking under the duvet in the morning and refusing to get up.
lundona:
Oh Canada......I guess Oregon is the closest I can get, vast, green, real...but its still so explained, packaged, hard to escape, then Portlandier, my favourite woman for whom I vist not often enough, NY and London my parents, but what am I missing? I think I need to visit other than Vancouver, Canada's other two cities as I could use some more siblings. smile May you find love in them and through that everything again..
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so what do you want for christmas?
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kingskottie:
i want a widescreen mega tv.
dr_h:
I want good times with the famly and to see some old friends.. and talk to them alot about nice stuff...
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you kids make me smile, if you only knew that some of my friendships here are better than my real ones, excluding echobuny, my hero.
but he is here and there...so that doesnt count.

anyway, yea weekend, finally....movies this weekend...i have to, i have to...i havent been to a movie in a theater in sooo long.

i am in need of a little christmas cheer....
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nisi:
what movie did you see? i want to see harry potter. hope your having a good weekend. kiss
t3chmonkey:
You're in the market for cute little arsty guys?
madam; my card.
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good morning....more later...please excuse me for I am far too busy for my own good.
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drstinkypants:
i did not receive an email unfortunately. if you used the SG contact button it may not have gone through. i dont think it has ever worked when ive tried it.
earplug6947:
i was only trying to show off my new expanded international keyboard skills confused smile smile
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so i posted a little question on the boards:
http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Lifestyle/7086/

in the meantime, have some tea, sit awhile and lets chat about things....
any questions about me, you, a dog named boo?
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thedevilman:
Hey - check the hook-up boards for an Xmas gathering.
drstinkypants:
yes i am silly. but i will try to be careful. it must have been icey out. i cant think of why else it would have slid around all weird like that.
ohh questions you are in big trouble young lady. 1. will we ever trade emails? 2. what is your favorite food? 3. what would you do if you were 20 again?
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todays question:

NBC calls you, they want you to do a one time, 2 hour talk show...skys the limit...
you can choose whoever you want...
any celeb, actor, musician, historian, scientist...whatever.
from anytime period...

so who is your:

co-host
band/band leader
1st guest
2nd guest
and 3rd guest


tell me and then i'll have my people call your people
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echobunny:
co-host: janine garafolo

band leader: sinatra

1st guest: stephen hawking "so, how does this whole universe thing work again?"

2nd guest: lee harvey oswald "so, did you do it or not"

3rd guest: sherilyn fenn "wanna get together later and if not, can i borrow a few bucks?"
kingskottie:
co host

david cross

band

radiohead or maybe sonic youth (my studio back up band yes....the guest band? INTERPOL)

1st guest
michael moore

2nd guest
triumph the insult comic dog

3rd guest
my pals from atlanta and a bottle.
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sometimes i prefer coffee to tea
sometimes i prefer sugar to spice
sometimes i prefer dogs to cats
sometimes i prefer girls to boys
sometimes i prefer rain to sun
sometimes i prefer nerdy to cool
sometimes i prefer clothed to naked
sometimes i prefer television to radio
sometimes i prefer nothing to something
and sometimes i prefer just to be held.
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catdad:
um... i think i'm falling behind. i prefer morning showers.
boxterjulep:
sometimes i wonder if it'll all come true