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If in my last blog I said that I'd lost myself since having my baby, last Saturday night I "found myself". And you know what? I hated it. I got pissed (drunk, for you non-Aussies) out of my brains and slutted around like I always had. My partner, for some reason, didn't mind when I made out with one of my old co-workers (who we...
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ta2dmom:
Please give yourself a break. It's really hard to differentiate between who you were before and who you are now. There's no reason to be ashamed of your behavior because it's part of who you were, and being a parent should NEVER change who you are unless it's for the better or for the safety of your child. If it's not behavior that's hurting your baby, then don't worry about it. And, even so, remember no one is perfect.
Really give yourself a break.
xo
schiavona:
You are so welcome. Having just seriously decreased the amount of alchohol I ingest, and seeing my tolerance level plummet, I'm so in touch with the feeling. Used to be just like you, I could drink a ton and not even have a hangover in the morning, now I'm at best 3 drinks is my limit or I start getting all silly and loopy. smile Or maybe I'm just getting older. **shrug** Either way Karen's psyched cause it makes me a cheaper date. biggrin

As for the job thing, that's not going so well and I think I'll not be hired by them. I'm updating now to fill all in to the drama. whatever biggrin

Hope you have an outstanding weekend.

kiss kiss
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Hi SG! I'm 20 years old and mother to a two month old, beautiful baby boy. Since becoming a mother I've sort of lost my way but hope to find myself again through any inspiration this site may give me. I used to be the life of the party, totally confident in myself and I felt I knew exactly who I was. Now my interests...
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rael:
Oh, as the above - Schiavona - says! could not in a million years have put it better myself! (i tried to say something more; just deleted it - i cannot add anything of value!)

I hope you find the inspiration you're looking for - just don't look too hard, just sit back and relax with it.

LW
schiavona:
That's the beautiful thing about SG. All us good people can at least get together and support each other, at least virtually. smile

Well, I hope your weekend is going well. Mine has been pretty good, though a bit on the lazy side. The weather has gotten warmer, so I spent a few hours out on the back deck with the birds (two cockatiels) who got to have an up close encournter with a woodpecker. They were not amused by that one. biggrin

Hugs.

kiss kiss