court_conundrum

I'm still here...sorta.
I havn't been on in like a month or so...but i logged on cause my internet connection is waaaaaaaaay better now that the cable man came to fix it.
I feel so inbetween lately...i think i am driving myself crazy.
Too much streeeeeeeeessssss!!

<3

Things have been really crazy lately...deadlines are all coming up for the month of August/September....on top of that as of 2 days ago, i'm getting sued.
Yeah...sued. For the total amount of $1197.82
WTF? i'm 23 and not yet ready to deal with things of this nature...that and i need a divorce still. AHHHHHHH!
Although with all this stress and weird events i have broken...
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I got a new camera....go see my flickr and comment! i will have to get busy and post more

Oops i forgot to post a link!

I wish i didn't feel like dying. hopeless, lost, fuck-all attitude. I can't change anything...i've hit a low. BIGTIME.

<3 I still love you all though...just not myself

So I've survived the Gogol Bordello show...and it kicked some heavy duty ass. SOooooooooo much energy it was unbelievable. It was sold out and there was no opening band, just a European DJ called Scratchy...he was pretty awesome, he has his own show on FM.net. They came out and played an amazing TWO hour set! came back onstage THREE times, everytime it was more and...
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-Peanut Sauce over chicken, steamed veggies and rice=Amazing.
-Jon Goddamn Langdon=my favorite!
-Coffee with hazelnut carmel creamer=Mmmmmmmmmmm
-Black Flag=my tattoo
-I just cleaned my house for a couple hours and i'm still not finished to my liking....it's sick really.
-I have OCD
-Go visit my myspace page....doooooo itttttt!
Van Gogh Gogh's page!
-I heart Billy Idol...
-I also heart Bee Jellyfish for indirectly introducing me...
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Soooo, i read so many blogs on SG now, it's almost like an addiction, i just wait for my favorite SG's to post cool stuff....but then noticed that i don't post...EVER. Mostly because my main blog i post in is on myspace...so i guess if you do wanna read all the grisley details of my marriage falling apart, that's where you'd go but now that...
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I'm hoping August proves to be a much better month than July was. July was a big fat smelly cunt that punched me in the face repeatedly. By the looks of the day i've had so far...I'm still holding out hope for August to be the superior month out of the two of them. So if some people are wondering why i havn't got ahold...
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Yeah so i again, havn't been on in a long ass time, i'm trying to catch up, i've been so incredibly busy lately. My best freind moved in, i work 5 days a week, on top of that i'm incredibly lazy and yesterday dan and i picked up our marriage licence....fuck, dude.....2 weeks and i'm gonna be married. that is fucking insane, and i never...
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So i know my entrys are few and far between, but my life isn't very exciting right now...i'm sooooo broke and i'm not getting what i thought i'd be getting in taxes so i can't do much lately...i did go to the beach last Friday...that was awesome, i bought peanut brittle, then the next day i went to shop downtown portland and spent my last...
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