below is my new tattoo to commemorate the turn in my life. first i will explain my new personality.
i will no longer insult people using sarcasm, i will no longer be looking for that one special person to love me forever (exception with slaves..teehee). i will no longer argue with people over stupid shit. i will no longer get jealous over other women in my male friends lives. i will not be using racist terms around people who have a problem with that. i will no longer laugh at people when they try to tell me something personal. i will no longer be extremely graphic with sex. i will no longer be accusing people of lying (sp?). i will no longer get upset if someone doesn't want to spend time with me (aka:they want to spend time with other friends).
hopefully everyone can see what it is..if not i will explain. its a steel heart with no way to get into the lock. nobody will ever convince me to be in another relationship...ever. and this is not just a whiney emo rash idea. i realized over the past few months that i am not worth loving because i am too jealous...too rude..too mean..and i expect too much. i died yesterday while getting that tattoo...the new me will never EVER let any man into my heart....theres only so much rejection and lies one person can take, and i have reached my limit on that. i feel stupid for believing in something i knew deep down was a lie, but i decided to be talked into proving fate wrong. i took my last chance at love, and it failed ...again. so congrats to everyone who has found someone worth being with, but that time is over for me. (keep reading after the pic)
I got a 85/100 on my written final and a 50/50 on my intrument final. I AM SO SMART...S-M-R-T!
i will no longer insult people using sarcasm, i will no longer be looking for that one special person to love me forever (exception with slaves..teehee). i will no longer argue with people over stupid shit. i will no longer get jealous over other women in my male friends lives. i will not be using racist terms around people who have a problem with that. i will no longer laugh at people when they try to tell me something personal. i will no longer be extremely graphic with sex. i will no longer be accusing people of lying (sp?). i will no longer get upset if someone doesn't want to spend time with me (aka:they want to spend time with other friends).
hopefully everyone can see what it is..if not i will explain. its a steel heart with no way to get into the lock. nobody will ever convince me to be in another relationship...ever. and this is not just a whiney emo rash idea. i realized over the past few months that i am not worth loving because i am too jealous...too rude..too mean..and i expect too much. i died yesterday while getting that tattoo...the new me will never EVER let any man into my heart....theres only so much rejection and lies one person can take, and i have reached my limit on that. i feel stupid for believing in something i knew deep down was a lie, but i decided to be talked into proving fate wrong. i took my last chance at love, and it failed ...again. so congrats to everyone who has found someone worth being with, but that time is over for me. (keep reading after the pic)
I got a 85/100 on my written final and a 50/50 on my intrument final. I AM SO SMART...S-M-R-T!
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apexxx:
they always show up when you least expect it and when you stop looking 
vikingdigital:
Personally, even though I have never met you in real life, MOST of the things that you want to change sound like the way I am. I can understand that new acquaintances that do not know you might find these things offensive. Just stay true to yourself. Good blog, and I love the ink!