I do not like what I've become. I look like I ate my former self. Im a big fat cow. Note to self: tank tops do NOT look good on you. Wear ponchos and big baggy pants from now on. Do not fix your hair, it makes your chin look even fatter. Stop fucking eating fast food you fat lard. Headaches are bad and making me pissed off. I just want to graduate and get on with my stupid fucking life and leave everyone toxic behind me. School couldn't have come at a better time, because I'm fucking sick of meeting or TRYING to make new friends. My fucking septum smells like shit, I'm going to take it out.EWWWWWWWWWW.....
I need to be busy. Hopefully I will never have free time to sit and think again. Hopefully I will become a workaholic. I've been working part time for way too long, I think thats part of my "needy" problem. I don't remember how tired you get after work and how you just want to be fucking alone. I will feel it again, I need to feel it again. I need to be alone and okay again.
I need to be busy. Hopefully I will never have free time to sit and think again. Hopefully I will become a workaholic. I've been working part time for way too long, I think thats part of my "needy" problem. I don't remember how tired you get after work and how you just want to be fucking alone. I will feel it again, I need to feel it again. I need to be alone and okay again.
i hope you get better soon. it's terrible when you're not happy with yourself.
but hey, did you find someone to go to nocturna with you?