Why is it that insight comes at some of the strangest times? Why is it that when I cease to focus on the specfics and let my brain wonder,then I find the greatest insights? Why is it that things that seemed important a few weeks ago now just seem like a footnote?
Cause in point. I was kinda bum about the bleak desert which is my sex life, but now I can pretty much care less. I don't think I have time in my life right now with a serious girlfriend with me moving to Guam in Dec. and I figure there no point of me wondering about a random hook-up. I've never been good just picking someone up in a bar for a bootycall. I think I just put out the wrong vibe. I put out the "This guy is scary" or the" this guy would be cool to hang with, if I knew him "vibe. I can't seem to do the "God I want this guy to ruin my life vibe."
So in unrelated and more important news. I'm looking threw my ideas for my characters in my short shorties. Most of them are women. The problem with this is I don't know if they are realistic as female characters or are they just my vision of what a woman is or should be. I would like them to be a realistic as possible....that is as realistic as a swordswinging bard is or a spellstealing ninja. If any of my faithful readers out there have any ideas I would love to hear them.
Cause in point. I was kinda bum about the bleak desert which is my sex life, but now I can pretty much care less. I don't think I have time in my life right now with a serious girlfriend with me moving to Guam in Dec. and I figure there no point of me wondering about a random hook-up. I've never been good just picking someone up in a bar for a bootycall. I think I just put out the wrong vibe. I put out the "This guy is scary" or the" this guy would be cool to hang with, if I knew him "vibe. I can't seem to do the "God I want this guy to ruin my life vibe."
So in unrelated and more important news. I'm looking threw my ideas for my characters in my short shorties. Most of them are women. The problem with this is I don't know if they are realistic as female characters or are they just my vision of what a woman is or should be. I would like them to be a realistic as possible....that is as realistic as a swordswinging bard is or a spellstealing ninja. If any of my faithful readers out there have any ideas I would love to hear them.
Is there any other kind of metal I can use??
Thanks for the good luck, I'm nervous as hell.
Insight comes at bad times, because only hindsight is 20/20. That's just the way it is. You spend days/hours agonizing over stupid shit, and only find out it's stupid shit after you've had the time to think/agonize over it. It's just the process.