committed

Sitting alone on a hospital bed again...
An I.V. in both arms...machines monitoring my nerves and my vitals...plus I'm attached to oxygen suplementation
A catheter about 8g in size the left side of my neck delivering numbing medication directly on my nerves that control my
left side...I cant talk...I cant see very well out of my left eye, and worst part is I cant tell when I've got to go to the bathroom...nor can I walk...
My diet consists basically of meds...Neurontin, Methadone, Dilaudid, Baclofen, Elavil, Cymbalta, Effexor, Halcion, Amoxicillin, Prednisone, Theophylline, Pulmicort and nebulizer treatments every 4-6 hours...lovely respiratory therapist comes and pounds on my back and chest to help me breath better GODDAMN BRONCHITIS!!!....ohh and food if tolerated....and of course loads of suppliments/vitamins...
Thank you 2006 You're fuckin proving to fantastic!

Smile fo me daddy
Let me see ya grill
Ya, ya grill ya, ya, ya grill

So who wants to trade lifes...cant get much better then the one I got here....



I wont be online much for quite awhile...I love you all!!


I love you Autism!!!