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Things have cooled down here quite a bit....my surgery went well...and my doctors say that I am pretty much out of the shittiest part of my flare up...as for the situation with Ripper and everything...Ripper is ok...the vet said he is ok physically with the exception of definite bruising, but there is a huge possibility that he will be agressive towards men of the same stature as my mum's husband...in which case I dont fuckin care cause I have such a strong hatred towards men now it's not even explainable...but dont worry those I already know, and have had great times with, I love you to death! And I doubt Ripper will be like this forever, he has just been through the worst trauma in his life. As for a lawsuit against my stepdad, that is currently being taken care of. Anyone who tries to hurt me or ANY of my loved ones...will pay the fuckin price...fuckin cunts! There is so much I want to write about and say, but it just doesn't even come close to how much I appreciated all the support I have gotten. There has been someone, who has been holding my hand (spiritually), through this absolute fucked up time...I love her and she means the world to me..it's like I never knew such love and care...I could go on and on about her but I'd end up writing a novel...and there are all my close friends I hold close to my heart... Germany , London , and so many more of you...I cant even begin to say how much I love you...and how much of a positive impact you have had on my life....I will heart you ladies and guys...for life...

Some pics...cause I love sharing...
Ripper and I ...ohh the love I have for that lil puppy...


And for those who haven't seen my tattoo...she represents the strength in me...



And this picture...well there's no explaining it...
Say Hello to Crotchman....hahahaha



I could explain how and why this picture came about...but it's one of those ones that you just point and laugh at and leave the explaining to someone else because reactions and opinions of others are better then mine...hahaha



I love you Autism...

ATTN: If you love me, you will go add my TankyTank DO IT!! Do it because she is the best...And I wouldnt be here writing this if it weren't for her and her beauty and everything she does for me...she has been like a light at the end of my lonnnnggg nightmare tunnel...I hearts her...so go add her and get to know what a beautiful person she is...