comicking

whoa whoa whoa. I don't wanna do no looking at other guys. I just have an interest in doing a bit of my own aesthetic posing. I, along with a lot of other people, would much rather look at nekkid chicas than nekkid chicos. So who would look at me then? meh. whoever.

Yeah, I really don't expect a comment from her anytime soon. If ever. Which is one of the reasons I didn't understand why you would have thought I would expect to hear from her on my birthday. We really have not been close for a while. Perhaps that is as much my fault as anyone else's. I don't know. I just know we have grown apart. Or maybe we were never actually close. Hard to say. I do regret that I rarely see her. I miss her, but, I gave up any expectations of really seeing or hearing from her much long ago.

Maybe you are thinking too hard.


[Edited on Aug 06, 2005 12:12AM]