Today is personal ad day...how fun!
So anyone who read my last post knows I can be insane...but it happens to everyone once in awhile...
Well here goes...
I am: an amazonian girl for the south, i like it. My hair is always short or long or red or blond or blue. I am 26 (yesterday!) and terribly neurotic. I have a hard time socializing....
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So anyone who read my last post knows I can be insane...but it happens to everyone once in awhile...
Well here goes...
I am: an amazonian girl for the south, i like it. My hair is always short or long or red or blond or blue. I am 26 (yesterday!) and terribly neurotic. I have a hard time socializing....
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Okay Here I am after a long time away...it is 8:55am and I am at work trying to write this before anyone else comes into the office...I bet I will hear from no one seeing as I have been away for such a long time.
Awful AWful things happened for so long...and they continue.
First the Mentholgrrl fight.
Thank god that is over...but amusing what...
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Awful AWful things happened for so long...and they continue.
First the Mentholgrrl fight.
Thank god that is over...but amusing what...
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indie:
Happy Birthday Colette.. I hope
bob_dobalina:
hope you had a wonderful birthday
Something I wrote a long while ago...sad and not so.
She doesn't think I love her. She thinks it is fake. Does she think I am fake? Well she is right. I don't really exist. I am my image. She fell in awe of an image. Most do. But she is not most. She is a true artist. She is a writer, one of passion,...
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She doesn't think I love her. She thinks it is fake. Does she think I am fake? Well she is right. I don't really exist. I am my image. She fell in awe of an image. Most do. But she is not most. She is a true artist. She is a writer, one of passion,...
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poppys26:
oh my goodness Colette, dear oh dear!
That was. . .God I don't want to sound cheezee or ridiculous by saying, 'oh it was so beautiful! ah i'm enraptured......*sigh*'
seriously, you express yourself so eloquently and my god I know how you feel and i thought i was the only freak who felt like a 'dike'
my friend dee always has her nails and toenails beautifully painted in reds and light pinks. and allen's sister is such a girly girl sometimes, her brows are so manicured and perfect and her nails are always painted with outrageous colors. sometimes i feel this horrible self-consciousness like when i see people look my way and they smirk or grin, or laugh or whisper to others, i think they "must" be talking about me. i must be so hideous and strange.
i don't know what growing up for you was like, but school and church *when i went* was the worst! i hate those damned cliques and snobs and the stupid people not just in the south, but everywhere, when they gossip and mock and sneer, and say immature and ridiculous things!
oh my! sorry. i know that wasn't what your writing was really about. i mean i find myself trying to tidy up my perpetually dissheveled hair and looking in a mirror every chance i get (well not that obsessively, but you know) critiqueing my body's shape, my pimple, my hair, which i'm trying to grow out, and sometimes i just have to throw my hands in the air and say, "ahhh fuck it charlie brown!"
but so this is how artists are, we're self-conscious, introspective, and freaks sometimes. i sometimes feel shunned and liked. but i do have a tendency for the ludicrous and the craziest things flow from my mouth and fingers.
you're the loveliest colette
That was. . .God I don't want to sound cheezee or ridiculous by saying, 'oh it was so beautiful! ah i'm enraptured......*sigh*'
seriously, you express yourself so eloquently and my god I know how you feel and i thought i was the only freak who felt like a 'dike'
my friend dee always has her nails and toenails beautifully painted in reds and light pinks. and allen's sister is such a girly girl sometimes, her brows are so manicured and perfect and her nails are always painted with outrageous colors. sometimes i feel this horrible self-consciousness like when i see people look my way and they smirk or grin, or laugh or whisper to others, i think they "must" be talking about me. i must be so hideous and strange.
i don't know what growing up for you was like, but school and church *when i went* was the worst! i hate those damned cliques and snobs and the stupid people not just in the south, but everywhere, when they gossip and mock and sneer, and say immature and ridiculous things!
oh my! sorry. i know that wasn't what your writing was really about. i mean i find myself trying to tidy up my perpetually dissheveled hair and looking in a mirror every chance i get (well not that obsessively, but you know) critiqueing my body's shape, my pimple, my hair, which i'm trying to grow out, and sometimes i just have to throw my hands in the air and say, "ahhh fuck it charlie brown!"
but so this is how artists are, we're self-conscious, introspective, and freaks sometimes. i sometimes feel shunned and liked. but i do have a tendency for the ludicrous and the craziest things flow from my mouth and fingers.
you're the loveliest colette
ghostina:
oh my...lovely sexy pic! i don't believe i've ever seen that one.. *s*
Haven't been here for a bit.
Fucking 2am right now.
Fucking I hate being awake when I am not supposed to be. I drank copiously at work today, i should be passed out forever...alas. The boy, fucker, fucker! woke me up.
one great thing, I got my car back today. She has been in the hospital for quite a while, we weren't sure if she...
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Fucking 2am right now.
Fucking I hate being awake when I am not supposed to be. I drank copiously at work today, i should be passed out forever...alas. The boy, fucker, fucker! woke me up.
one great thing, I got my car back today. She has been in the hospital for quite a while, we weren't sure if she...
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ghostina:
hi babe...sorry you couldn't sleep!! 
i slept too much...i just woke up..it's noon! shit...i don't really like sleeping that late. *sigh* i'm happy that you got your car back...i can't wait for you to come pick me up! hehe you really aren't driving me too crazy with your low fat stuff...i just like to tease..i loved the ostrich burgers and pierogies! 
anyway...i'm about to email ya.
i slept too much...i just woke up..it's noon! shit...i don't really like sleeping that late. *sigh* i'm happy that you got your car back...i can't wait for you to come pick me up! hehe you really aren't driving me too crazy with your low fat stuff...i just like to tease..i loved the ostrich burgers and pierogies! anyway...i'm about to email ya.
bob_dobalina:
what's the point of having taste if you can't enjoy good food and drink?
Today is cool I guess
new issue of the mag came out, Imust say my editorial design loks fabulous!
So exciting to see your work in print!
This weekend mon amour et moi went to the mountains. It was so incredibly wonderful. I cried when we left. We usually camp, but this time we rented a cabin. It was so pretty and huge! Mentholgrrl, me,...
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new issue of the mag came out, Imust say my editorial design loks fabulous!
So exciting to see your work in print!
This weekend mon amour et moi went to the mountains. It was so incredibly wonderful. I cried when we left. We usually camp, but this time we rented a cabin. It was so pretty and huge! Mentholgrrl, me,...
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poppys26:
Ah!!! Fabulous. . .got your e-mail. Hey, lately, I've been using the vibe-r-ator zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. I mean I have a boyfriend, but he's stressed over his graphic design portfolio review at AIA. It's coming up in two weeks. Poor thing.
Been kinda depressed for some reason, but I finally snapped out of it because I got myself a book, construction paper, glue, and I'm writing again. Yeah! Now I need to install my Fujifilm digital camera program cd and I'm on my way to photographing symbols!
Not to mention I'm consteeeepated. I hate that word. God help me I need a crap. I'm in search for some way to purge that doesn't rip my insides out. I know privat stuff, but I'm a little to open at times.
Been kinda depressed for some reason, but I finally snapped out of it because I got myself a book, construction paper, glue, and I'm writing again. Yeah! Now I need to install my Fujifilm digital camera program cd and I'm on my way to photographing symbols!
Not to mention I'm consteeeepated. I hate that word. God help me I need a crap. I'm in search for some way to purge that doesn't rip my insides out. I know privat stuff, but I'm a little to open at times.
poppys26:
Oops. . .English major: I'm a little too open at times. *hee hee*
My girl , mentholgrrl is okay.
*sigh*
what a fucking weekend.
what a fucking life.
I am so relieved she is okay.
so relieved she doens't hate me.
that maybe she understands how I feel for once.
for real.
that this can only mean an even better kind of love betwen us.
it will be hard.
never perfect.
no love is.
but when you finally...
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ghostina:
hi sweetie! hope your trip was lotsa fun! it was quite boring without you around this weekend. ron got his hair all chopped off!! haha i think it looks pretty good, he looks completely different. today i think i'm going up to visit my parents and perhaps go out on their boat...that could be fun! call me when you get home!! *kisskisskiss*
freyja__:
mentolgrrl is lucky to have a friend like you.
you and i have the same birthday! how about that.
same year, too.
what time were you born?!
you and i have the same birthday! how about that.
same year, too.
what time were you born?!
Just did some freelance work, have a meeting with a client tomarrow. Hope this is just done.
i miss my piano (in pic, me w/green hair) i bought it in Chicago, but when I moved south it was to expensive to keep. I have a baby grand in ohio waiting for me to have a big house and lots of money. I love to play...
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i miss my piano (in pic, me w/green hair) i bought it in Chicago, but when I moved south it was to expensive to keep. I have a baby grand in ohio waiting for me to have a big house and lots of money. I love to play...
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digdug:
Colette,
I'm finally returning all of my calls.
I love your screen name and all of your profile pics so far.
Yup, I sure do like Bardot, but Anna Karina is more my style. I do have a bunch of Brigitte's CDs though. I am a shameless francophile.
I am also mildly obsessed with Chris Ware (Acme Comics).
For some stupid reason, I have been buying up all of this semi-rare Acme ephemera, stupidly trying to be a completist, even though that is fiscally impossible.
Yeah, I guess I design professionally. I'm out of a job right now, and thinking about what to do next, but I'll probably continue designing. Thanks for the complement. Always nice to hear, when jobless.
I'm finally returning all of my calls.
I love your screen name and all of your profile pics so far.
Yup, I sure do like Bardot, but Anna Karina is more my style. I do have a bunch of Brigitte's CDs though. I am a shameless francophile.
I am also mildly obsessed with Chris Ware (Acme Comics).
For some stupid reason, I have been buying up all of this semi-rare Acme ephemera, stupidly trying to be a completist, even though that is fiscally impossible.
Yeah, I guess I design professionally. I'm out of a job right now, and thinking about what to do next, but I'll probably continue designing. Thanks for the complement. Always nice to hear, when jobless.
london:
I love and miss my piano too.... its at my moms house cause i cant get it in my apartment.
*sigh*
What a fucking week.
so intense,
went to a webgrrls/women in communications event and kicked ass!
For once I was not too shy and mentholgrrl came out of her shell too, it was so satisfying.
I brought like 50 magazines and they were all gone, people came coming up to me to ask about Oz and the film guides we do. So psyched. I...
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What a fucking week.
so intense,
went to a webgrrls/women in communications event and kicked ass!
For once I was not too shy and mentholgrrl came out of her shell too, it was so satisfying.
I brought like 50 magazines and they were all gone, people came coming up to me to ask about Oz and the film guides we do. So psyched. I...
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ghostina:
look...i'm really sorry about our phone conversation just now. i've been fucking stressed and worried and sad about you for the past two days. i wanted a chance to talk to you, so i was really fucking dissapointed when you wouldn't go have a drink with me. i shouldn't have acted like that...i'm sorry. i know you are feeling weird right now, you definately have a right to your feelings, and i'm sorry if i seemed insenstive. you know i'd do anything for you. *sigh* i want to cry. i just wanted you to make time for me and talk to me. i'll see you tomorrow...and i do appreciate the job offer at oz thing..i just don't want to do it. but i will...
digdug:
Hey, there's nothing wrong with going to couples therapy! It's a really good idea, especially since you guys seem to be so tight lipped (emotionally speaking). My ex-GF never wanted to say what was wrong. She always said "I don't wanna talk about it". Drove me crazee. I never knew what was bothering her - if it was something I did, if her parents were pissig her off - I never knew. We'd probably still be together had we gone to therapy together.
Long long hours at the computer...and here I am at home, relaxing...at the computer.
Almost have this issue of the mag ready...today was criticim upon criticism from our publisher. I am a little scared of her. I know it's helpful and really was all valid, but it still HURTS. I am too sensitive I think. But all day long with the letting of type and...
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Almost have this issue of the mag ready...today was criticim upon criticism from our publisher. I am a little scared of her. I know it's helpful and really was all valid, but it still HURTS. I am too sensitive I think. But all day long with the letting of type and...
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jeeff:
i am at the exact same point with my clients. here it is, 12:20am and i'm just about to get down to a long night of work, after finishing a long day of work. i'm just about ready to flip burgers for a living.
bob_dobalina:
hey there,
yeah, i know i write a lot. i guess you could call it diahrrea of the hands or whateverthefuck. august is always slow at work so creating long journal entries kills time. as for your questions, jitterbug is a virtua-friend that has turned out to be every bit as cool and compassionate in real life as her online incarnation. i call her jitterbug b/c she cuts a mean rug. as for that person making eyes at me, now that you've mentioned it, she was rather inebriated after passing a bowl around and having some vino. whatever the case may be, it made me feel a bit uncomfortable and i needed something somewhat clever to close out my journal entry for the day.
its never too soon to start planning a kick ass vacation to tuscany or phi phi island.
yeah, i know i write a lot. i guess you could call it diahrrea of the hands or whateverthefuck. august is always slow at work so creating long journal entries kills time. as for your questions, jitterbug is a virtua-friend that has turned out to be every bit as cool and compassionate in real life as her online incarnation. i call her jitterbug b/c she cuts a mean rug. as for that person making eyes at me, now that you've mentioned it, she was rather inebriated after passing a bowl around and having some vino. whatever the case may be, it made me feel a bit uncomfortable and i needed something somewhat clever to close out my journal entry for the day.
its never too soon to start planning a kick ass vacation to tuscany or phi phi island.
So mentholgrrl and I go to The Chamber to see our friend in her burlesque show...(she is really hot...www.glampirate.com) But things went awry.
It was really scary. We met this guy who was real sweet and he smoked a bowl with us and bought us drinks...right after the pot and the drink he bought, mentholgrrl starts vomiting. I think nothing of it...she always pukes *sigh*...
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It was really scary. We met this guy who was real sweet and he smoked a bowl with us and bought us drinks...right after the pot and the drink he bought, mentholgrrl starts vomiting. I think nothing of it...she always pukes *sigh*...
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bob_dobalina:
sorry about your mishap. sounds like you were passed tainted goods. dust perhaps? sounds shady all the way around.
ghostina:
hey...i just wanted to apologize for my previous comment in your journal...i don't know what my problem was last night! i was just being weird...soooo um, i hope you didn't get upset with me. i'm sorry your day was so crappy though...it'll be better tomorrow. well..have sweet dreams! see you tomorrow evening.
i'm sorry your day was so crappy though...it'll be better tomorrow. well..have sweet dreams! see you tomorrow evening.
we were born on the same day, same year.. 10:15 am for me.. and yourself?
we share a lot of the same qualities. how cute is that?
travel and languages are my favorite things ever.
horray for birthday dinners.
sounds positively lovely.
unfortunately, that robot is now out of service due to the likes of pbr, some fucked up blues, and a penchant for the lanes. please use the above contact link for further projects, scams, innuendo, and pyramid schemes.
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