can you hear it? if you listen quietly enough, and clear your head of everything you'll hear it. it's the sound of screaming. something is screaming, and i'm unable to move. i get sucked into the other side of the mirror when i stare into the blankness surround by the blue ocean. then something happens. i see myself staring at myself in the mirror. my out of body self realizes something. the blankness of the eyes is everywhere. blankness of soul, blankness of emotion, blankness of thought.
three mes. two staring into another while one concentrates on the two. i begin to fall backwards. i do not fear, for i know the floor is there to break me. only this time it's not. i fall into a dark well that might be a starless sky. everything around me is dark except me. i can still see me in full color. i don't feel fear or anything as i'm falling. for the first time ever i can't feel, thing, or move. i'm just falling. then i stop.
everything goes back to a first person view. i no longer see myself seeing myself. still blankness though. things begin to feel familiar, and then all at once people appear. these are the kind of people that have those faces that you swear you recognize. they move there mouths, but all i hear is the screaming from before. only this time the scream comes with a drum beat like a pulse. low methodical reverberations bouncing around in the dark. i think i'm walking, but i'm not sure because everything the same color. all at once everyones mouths close, and they get into a military like line formation. they all fall down, and become a low glowing white. they begin to pulsate along with the beat. i walk alone. one of the white beings is standing how i normally stand. it's like looking into a mirror. the screaming stop and everything quieter than i've ever heard. a black hole appears and says, " what you are now, i once was. what i am now, you will soon become." i can feel my body begin to separate. the white being produces a gun and lets one fly into my forehead. it starts to laugh manically. i separate and fall through the ground as i hear the laughter becoming more and more twisted. i think to myself, " i've never felt more alive."
Love,
Cody A.D.
three mes. two staring into another while one concentrates on the two. i begin to fall backwards. i do not fear, for i know the floor is there to break me. only this time it's not. i fall into a dark well that might be a starless sky. everything around me is dark except me. i can still see me in full color. i don't feel fear or anything as i'm falling. for the first time ever i can't feel, thing, or move. i'm just falling. then i stop.
everything goes back to a first person view. i no longer see myself seeing myself. still blankness though. things begin to feel familiar, and then all at once people appear. these are the kind of people that have those faces that you swear you recognize. they move there mouths, but all i hear is the screaming from before. only this time the scream comes with a drum beat like a pulse. low methodical reverberations bouncing around in the dark. i think i'm walking, but i'm not sure because everything the same color. all at once everyones mouths close, and they get into a military like line formation. they all fall down, and become a low glowing white. they begin to pulsate along with the beat. i walk alone. one of the white beings is standing how i normally stand. it's like looking into a mirror. the screaming stop and everything quieter than i've ever heard. a black hole appears and says, " what you are now, i once was. what i am now, you will soon become." i can feel my body begin to separate. the white being produces a gun and lets one fly into my forehead. it starts to laugh manically. i separate and fall through the ground as i hear the laughter becoming more and more twisted. i think to myself, " i've never felt more alive."
Love,
Cody A.D.
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