cocaine_blues

So this Biggest Loser competition is coming along nicely. Since I started on the 4th, I've lost about 12 lbs. I look at myself in the mirror and I wonder how I ended up weighing 333 lbs. Not more than 4 years ago I was at my Army weight of 215. Laziness? Gluttony? All of the above?

I'm loving Lance Armstrong's website, Livestrong. It...
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So as I was driving home tonight, I had the radio on 97.1. The station is a local talk FM station here in the LA area and tonight's subject was about a 19 year old woman who is facing criminal charges because she had sex and got pregnant by a 15 year old boy.

Here's said article:

http://www.dispatch.com/live/content/local_news/stories/2008/08/16/janecrane.ART_ART_08-16-08_B1_T0B1RSR.html?sid=101


The radio hosts were arguing that the...
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Wow. I didn't realize how good it felt to walk/job. Granted, my back hurt like hell afterwards, but when you put on 32 pounds in 6 months, what should I expect? I did a nice brisk 3 mile power walk last night on a rather cool night. Thinking about it, there's no reason I shouldn't be doing this every night. I'm not gonna accept being...
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So it's been a few months since I 'left' SG, but not having a job means being smarter w/ your money, right? After a few months of looking, i've finally found something I'm comfortable with (being a licensed nurse, I don't feel right settling for less money than I think I deserve)and now I'm back.

The shit part is I think I've gained about 20...
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So I posted my first 'mini-set'. It's not much, quality or idea-wise...but for me it's a start...just so see how I feel about it. I wouldn't even deem it Suicide Boy worthy...so I placed it in the BCB group pics section. I'll give myself about a month to drop about 15-20 lbs.

I have an idea I wanna run with (actually, it was a Ravioli...
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So I've decided to do something pretty bold for me...those who know me know I'm a pretty open minded person...I'm not really shy about anything. So, I'm gonna do a Suicide Boy set. I admit...I'm a tad bit nervous...but fuck it. I'm doing it!

I've been working in the health field for about 5 years now. I started working in a mental health facility in 2003, leaving in 2006 to work w/ the developmentally disabled @ a state hospital. All the while, I decided I'd go through nursing school...I mean, doing a job you love is one thing...doing it and getting paid well for it is just an added...
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So today is my ex girlfriend's birthday. I know I probably shouldn't care...I mean, after all, she IS my ex. We've been broken up almost 2 months now (today actually being 2 months since I last saw her).

I always wonder what it is about the human psychie that keeps us holding onto something. Like...what is it about someone that makes us want them, even...
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