I am finding that I really desire to drink again. It's probably because I look back and tell myself life was better years ago, and years ago, I was drunk. I want to watch tv again. I want to play video games, and go to movies, read books, play the drums, record music, run live sound, try to be an optimist or as much of... Read More
I'm starting to question reality a bit. Hmm... how cliche of me to say that. I'm sure millions of blogs out there start that way or similar.
Anyways I'm starting to hear things. Not using any drugs in a non prescribed way, not dehydrated, not hypnotized, no recent trauma, nothing I see that would set it off.
It's not like voices. It's eerie. It's like... Read More