clemburmingham

Welp closed down account, lets see how long it takes for me to get money to reactivate it.

Until our paths cross again.

-Clem Burmingham

I find it most concerning I look forward to my nightmares.


Other then that, another boring holiday season. I kind of miss playing hours and hours of video games.

I am finding that I really desire to drink again. It's probably because I look back and tell myself life was better years ago, and years ago, I was drunk. I want to watch tv again. I want to play video games, and go to movies, read books, play the drums, record music, run live sound, try to be an optimist or as much of...
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It's sad I come here to collect my thoughts and put them out to the world.

No offense.

I hate fucking blogging my shit to the world.

I kind of want to meet me and punch myself in the dick and then walk away like a bad ass.

Happy Thanksgiving those who celebrate it.

Oh shit, I just noticed it's 2 am the day after...
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Computer is on a desk, or well more of a stand with shelves.

Television is on 2 EV mono-fold 18'' live sound subwoofers on their sides. I'd hook them up but I'd break my wall.

Audio equipment is slowly getting repaired. Still not up to it.

Whining because I'm "depressed."

Life sucks. Blah Blah Blah.

Bored.

Sunday. So I get a sleep med for being...
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I'm starting to question reality a bit. Hmm... how cliche of me to say that. I'm sure millions of blogs out there start that way or similar.

Anyways I'm starting to hear things. Not using any drugs in a non prescribed way, not dehydrated, not hypnotized, no recent trauma, nothing I see that would set it off.

It's not like voices. It's eerie. It's like...
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Um. Abe Lincoln was pretty cool I suppose. As well his hat was. I think that's about all I have.

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It sounds weird to me, but I wish it was monday.

So I am heading back to Cheyenne. Yay! Good parties and sexy time for alls! But in all seriousness the decision is final. Finally got around to purchasing an external case a few days ago for the hard drive that use to be my imac (here's hopin' I can salvage some data). Overall today I have to say is almost calming. I'm tired as hell...
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So probably heading back to Cheyenne, wyoming. Yup I failed. Meh no biggy. I mean I can't expect to hit gold right out and into the mine right? Anyways this trip was nice. I mean the time in Arizona was kind of fun because of school. And I really like the feel of Nashville. But the savings and checking accounts say that there is no...
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